A collective three part series of my inner most sensitive thoughts, experiences and revelations. Through tragedy and trauma, loss and hope; I've gathered all of my memories and emotions during that time and placed them here. For the curious minds, or the confused wanderers: please read. It may or may not bring you solace, but it might bring you a new perspective. Thousands, if not hundreds of people experience what I've been through, but not everyone tells their story. As you read on, I hope you become inspired to be grateful and motivated throughout life! Part 1: Animalistic Part 2: Tranquilizer Part 3: Ocean Waves