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alone broken caughtinthegrey cold depressed emo ihateme sad saveme scared suicidal teen whathaveibecome

You see, it hasn't always been this dark. This cold. This lonely. Although once the sickness lached hold of my soul, I began to tread the water immediately.

Starting Varsity basketball pick. All state track runner. Most wittest of my class. Class Favorite. Happy relationship. 

That's what my life use to be. Back when everyone still loved me.Before I took a plunge into depths where I remained untouchable.All Rights Reserved

alone broken caughtinthegrey cold depressed emo ihateme sad saveme scared suicidal teen whathaveibecome

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Before the Fall.
Sat, Aug 9, 2014

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Unrequited love

Love. As 'beautiful' as love can be it hurts and bleeds. If you're unlucky you may even love the very person you know you can't have. The best friend, The distant boyfriend, The sisters friend, The brothers friend, The ex best friend, Love isn't always given back the way you gave it. Leaving you with half a heart as the person you gave your half too never gave you their half back. But what if someone else has another half to make yours whole again?