Forever (selena and nat fanfic)

Selena's p.o.v
there I was, sitting on my bed thinking about how life works, thinking about everything I went through in the past. Thinking about, nat.
For the few thirteen years I have been best friends with nat, he was always there for me, always there to tell me "everything's gonna be alright".
Three years ago. On Thursday 25/7. nat came to visit me because I was sick, he got me soup, warm blankets, and my favorite book (dear john) he sat next to me and we started talking. talking about friends, about school, about everything. while we were talking, his phone suddenly rang, It was his mom, mandy. he sighs and says his goodbyes, he gave me a warm hug and said he had to go. I felt a rare feeling, a new feeling. I didn't want nat to go, I wanted him to stay with me. I wanted him to be by my side the whole day. Besides how amazing it felt, it also felt weird, it felt weird to see nat again, and not tell him. So I decided not to talk to him, at least not before I get used to it.