Finding Myself
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Last published Fri, Jul 26, 2024
As a black female, life already starts out pretty tough. Especially if you don't grow up in a loving family. I won't say all of the odds were against me, but there were some people who definitely did not want me to succeed. It sucks. How are you suppose to know who you want to be in life when people are telling you that you won't make it far? I won't disappoint myself. I won't let them be right about me. I'll find myself...eventually.
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Mackenzie Young has always been forced to not "do her". Mackenzie has had life planned out for her every since she was 2 years old, due to having no control and lack of care from her criticizing mother. Mackenzie is very closed up due to a challenging past. However, what happens when Mackenzie enters a new world where she can make her rules? College. Will she finally break out where people see and hear the real her, including a boy who has more in common than her than she thinks, or stay on a plan she never had? Warning: This story contains explicit language, sexual content, drug/alcohol use, abuse, etc. Started: Beginning June 2016 Completed: Late September 2016 Will be going back correcting grammar, punctuation! Thank you for taking time to read my work! Comment and VOTE!
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