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Finding Myself

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As a black female, life already starts out pretty tough. Especially if you don't grow up in a loving family. I won't say all of the odds were against me, but there were some people who definitely did not want me to succeed. It sucks. How are you suppose to know who you want to be in life when people are telling you that you won't make it far? I won't disappoint myself. I won't let them be right about me. I'll find myself...eventually.All Rights Reserved

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