|Alexithymia/Vmin|
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Last published Mon, Jan 4, 2021
-I am fine.
-Today is my day!
-I feel better.
-Lies.Little white lies that hold a deep meaning to Jimin.All he does is lie every single second,minute,day,year of his life why?.He has alexithymia...he unable to express his feeling..his emotions so why...just not...
-Lie.
-The kid who thought that he was just alone in a battle of pure fear and loneliness was actually not alone.
-Leave me alone.
-I hate you.
-Fucking die.
-He said that to himself,he's truthful to his own self,just not the world around him.
-Can I just...die?
-No.
-But there was the boy who made that fear go away...by healing his own fear.
¦
-A story where a hopeless young teen thinks that his one fear will be the end of him but it isn't,he meets a kid that seems happy but actually has more problems then expected.
Warnings! :
×Suicidal attempts
×Cursing
×Self-harm
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Park Jimin is a huge fan of the famous singer Jeon Jungkook. He follows him on every social media possible and even has a fan account dedicated just to him. What nobody knows about this fanboy though is that he's actually hurting inside, having to deal with severe depression and turning to self-harm for solving it. Jungkook seems to be the only thing that can help him escape from the darkness. Even if it's only for a short period of time, that's just enough for Jimin to be thankful for. One day the fanboy finally gets the chance to meet his hero for the first time. What will happen after they encounter each other? ⚠️BoyxBoy, self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts and actions⚠️ Disclaimer: I'm not an expert on self-harm or depression, I know some people with these conditions and I have done some research, but I'm still no where near an expert. If I depict any of these conditions wrong, please let me know. I want to be as accurate and real as I can. I'm not trying to trigger anyone, I just don't want to create false images of these conditions. I'm also no where near trying to romanticize these conditions. They are real and they really do happen. They are real monsters that those who have them, have to fight with everyday. Have hope, find a purpose, and stay healthy my loves. ------ Persian translation: @Blak_Hades
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