|Alexithymia/Vmin|
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Last published Mon, Jan 4, 2021
-I am fine.
-Today is my day!
-I feel better.
-Lies.Little white lies that hold a deep meaning to Jimin.All he does is lie every single second,minute,day,year of his life why?.He has alexithymia...he unable to express his feeling..his emotions so why...just not...
-Lie.
-The kid who thought that he was just alone in a battle of pure fear and loneliness was actually not alone.
-Leave me alone.
-I hate you.
-Fucking die.
-He said that to himself,he's truthful to his own self,just not the world around him.
-Can I just...die?
-No.
-But there was the boy who made that fear go away...by healing his own fear.
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-A story where a hopeless young teen thinks that his one fear will be the end of him but it isn't,he meets a kid that seems happy but actually has more problems then expected.
Warnings! :
×Suicidal attempts
×Cursing
×Self-harm
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