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To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

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Time 6h 59m

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Zayn Malik is an average kid living a normal life. Since a little kid, Zayn never had many friends. He was always the quite kid and was bullied constantly. He has depression, anxiety, and he selfharms. His mother has no idea what Zayns life is like. She doesn't know what's going on because he never told her. He's never told anyone his little secret... he's gay. 

Liam Payne on the other hand isnt living a normal life. He is the number one rapper in the world and is noticed by millions. Even though he loves his job, he wishes he had some priviate time. He always on the road and never has time to stop. All his fans know that he's gay, and they still love him. But one day when he calls the line, he is finally free. He goes back to his home town *Bradford* to try and live a normal life. 

Will love bring these two together or will lost bring them apart?All Rights Reserved

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