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Home Is Where My Heart Is, Only With You. (Johnlock)

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Reads 7,928
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Parts 25
Time 2h 55m

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I thought I could kill the pain. How could I be so stupid?

 The fall was terrifying. The pain was never ending. 

But it never ends. 
It remains, and it will always remain. Hidden. Buried. 

The dark is so cold. It's so empty, I'm empty, and I have nothing to fill it with anymore. 

"This love has taken its toll on me, and I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore...."*


A Johnlock (and a little Myry) fanfic full of song references, heartbreak, depression, emptiness, emotion, possible death, and love to cure it all. Will they ever be reunited? And can Sherlock prove to John that he's alive, before John commits a crime neither would recover from?

*Song reference: Maroon 5 - This LoveAll Rights Reserved

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