My Mess And Aid
FariyaHasham
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  • Reads 1,113
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  • Parts 33
  • Time 6h 40m
FariyaHasham
Ongoing, First published Jan 24, 2020
Mature
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The way he calls my name ignites a millions of butterflies beneath my skin.
This became my reason to escape the reality of this world and to live our own fairy tale.....

But, there wasn't any fairy tale of mine to be lived as happily ever after. These were the only moments of this night that I want to capture with my eyes for me to relish it for the rest of my life. I was his and he was mine. 

Because the moment the sun rise I won't be lying next to him, I won't be the one to see his beautiful face for the remaining mornings of my life, I won't be the one giving him the morning kiss, I won't be the one to see his sleepy smile, I won't be the one cooking breakfast for him, I won't be the one he'll be waking up next to him for the rest of his life, I won't be the one sharing the best moments of his life, I won't be the reason behind his smile, I won't be the reason for the existence of his life and I won't be kinn who belongs to him because I won't be a part of his life.

This is what  how the things were meant to be. This is how I want things to be my way. This was the only night were the odds were in my favor and won't be same for the rest of my life. My little silly heart wasn't allowed to jump in between and raise it desires. This is how I want to be. This is what I am. A mess. A dramatical emotional mess. 

I am Kinnana Jeff, a well known face in almost every industry leading ahead the living legacy of EJ Enterprises. I had  always been in love with Adrian Salazar but when the pillar of trust and love were broken, I wonder if this was the mess my fate destined it to be.

It was difficult to understand who was responsible for my mess and now I was in search of my AID. Because happiness lies after the pain.
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LOVE OR REVENGE (COMPLETED)

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"If only I hadn't fall in love..........." An unreported medical error caused Jeff's mother's sudden death....... 12 years later, the time for vegeance has finally come.......... He finally made it. Jeff Thanapon, a doctor now, working at a major hospital in Bangkok. The very same hospital whose covered- up medical error caused his mother's sudden death 12 years back. Since then he'd live for nothing but revenge. But now..... "No matter what happens, I'll always love you...." Jeff felt himself lost in Alan's sad eyes and he hesitate...... His hand and the knife freeze for a moment....... Would forgiving this person be wrong? Foreword A dramatic story....... At first it was just a part of Jeff's plan for revenge.... But as he got closer to him, he started to feel something..... Will he choose vengeance in the end? Or could this really be a path to his happiness? A story about a truly bittersweet romance, torn between love and revenge....... I've written this years back based on an otome game game. Ive fallen for Alanjeff couple so Ive decided to change the previous pairing to them now. I changed almost 15-20 percent of the game storyline and added my own perspective to it.

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