My Mess And Aid
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Last published Tue, Jan 25, 2022
The way he calls my name ignites a millions of butterflies beneath my skin.
This became my reason to escape the reality of this world and to live our own fairy tale.....
But, there wasn't any fairy tale of mine to be lived as happily ever after. These were the only moments of this night that I want to capture with my eyes for me to relish it for the rest of my life. I was his and he was mine.
Because the moment the sun rise I won't be lying next to him, I won't be the one to see his beautiful face for the remaining mornings of my life, I won't be the one giving him the morning kiss, I won't be the one to see his sleepy smile, I won't be the one cooking breakfast for him, I won't be the one he'll be waking up next to him for the rest of his life, I won't be the one sharing the best moments of his life, I won't be the reason behind his smile, I won't be the reason for the existence of his life and I won't be kinn who belongs to him because I won't be a part of his life.
This is what how the things were meant to be. This is how I want things to be my way. This was the only night were the odds were in my favor and won't be same for the rest of my life. My little silly heart wasn't allowed to jump in between and raise it desires. This is how I want to be. This is what I am. A mess. A dramatical emotional mess.
I am Kinnana Jeff, a well known face in almost every industry leading ahead the living legacy of EJ Enterprises. I had always been in love with Adrian Salazar but when the pillar of trust and love were broken, I wonder if this was the mess my fate destined it to be.
It was difficult to understand who was responsible for my mess and now I was in search of my AID. Because happiness lies after the pain.
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