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My Mess And Aid

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adrianna adriansalazar aid betrayal darkpasts happiness heartconflict heartdesires hurt irvin irvinwilber jealousy kinn kinnanajeff kinnie kinvin lies life love mess mymessandaid romace secrets thejeffs

The way he calls my name ignites a millions of butterflies beneath my skin.
This became my reason to escape the reality of this world and to live our own fairy tale.....

But, there wasn't any fairy tale of mine to be lived as happily ever after. These were the only moments of this night that I want to capture with my eyes for me to relish it for the rest of my life. I was his and he was mine. 

Because the moment the sun rise I won't be lying next to him, I won't be the one to see his beautiful face for the remaining mornings of my life, I won't be the one giving him the morning kiss, I won't be the one to see his sleepy smile, I won't be the one cooking breakfast for him, I won't be the one he'll be waking up next to him for the rest of his life, I won't be the one sharing the best moments of his life, I won't be the reason behind his smile, I won't be the reason for the existence of his life and I won't be kinn who belongs to him because I won't be a part of his life.

This is what  how the things were meant to be. This is how I want things to be my way. This was the only night were the odds were in my favor and won't be same for the rest of my life. My little silly heart wasn't allowed to jump in between and raise it desires. This is how I want to be. This is what I am. A mess. A dramatical emotional mess. 

I am Kinnana Jeff, a well known face in almost every industry leading ahead the living legacy of EJ Enterprises. I had  always been in love with Adrian Salazar but when the pillar of trust and love were broken, I wonder if this was the mess my fate destined it to be.

It was difficult to understand who was responsible for my mess and now I was in search of my AID. Because happiness lies after the pain.All Rights Reserved

adrianna adriansalazar aid betrayal darkpasts happiness heartconflict heartdesires hurt irvin irvinwilber jealousy kinn kinnanajeff kinnie kinvin lies life love mess mymessandaid romace secrets thejeffs

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Bear's Mission: The Beginning (Creed Mc Book 0.5)

"There's a beginning to every story. There's an end to every beginning. This is how my story begins and ends." -Kate "These a soul out there that's meant for me. I just haven't came across it yet." -Bear My story doesn't the fairytale start however in the mist of everything; it has the fairytale ending. The princess who gets her Prince Charming. Or in my case, the VP of Creed MC, he's not a Prince Charming but he's Royalty to his club. How we met was by accident but I call it fate. Outsiders would be scared of such a brute, I wasn't one of them. When I moved here from Ashby with my daughter, I hadn't expected to catch the eyes of another VP. I promised to stay clear from any members of any clubs. I wouldn't risk my heart to be shattered by any outlaw criminal again. My luck, they'd be exactly like Viper and if they were... I would never recover. I made plenty of mistakes to get me to where I am today. But with those mistakes, I wouldn't ask for a redo. I wouldn't have McKenzie. I wouldn't be married to my savior. We wouldn't have our children, if I had asked for a redo in life. Having Mac was a miracle but falling for Bear was a blessing in disguise. He had his own son almost the same age as Mac. Our love wasn't off the bat, it was a slow pace. It took him months on top of months to get me to agree to one date. That one date turned into another, turned into two more, which turned into dating. Before Bear, there was many of mistakes. I was trying to fix the mistakes me mother created before she passed. My mother was a prostitute for the Viper's MC. She had sex with any of the member and thus is how I came about. I never knew who my father was, not that I cared. I tried to go down a different path but any path I chose when straight to the Viper's MC clubhouse. My story will be a rocky rollercoaster one that ends up in a happy ending. You'll laugh, smile, and cry. You have been warned.