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The Muse

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Is it possible, using the fuel of a lifetime of angst and regret, to revisit the past, to rewrite the key moments of history and to change who we are?
When does reminiscing become wallowing? Will thoughts of a childhood in West Virginia, time in the Air Force in Nebraska, and numerous family deaths overwhelm the mind of a man who wants to change his past and himself.All Rights Reserved

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Love Incarnated. by WinterBearz

Imagine your whole world turning upside down in a moment. Everyone you love leaving you. Which one will you deal with, your loss, your family drama or betrayal of new friends? But what if someone from your past turns out to be your biggest support system? : Wed 13 Dec 2023

Post-Traumatic by C-McLain

A Vietnam veteran finds that 43 years after the war, it's getting harder and harder to control his thoughts, his actions. His memory scarred by the horrible events that occurred in that jungle, what seemed like a century ago. His brain puts his conscience on autopilot, and carries him off to his own personal hell. The stress is getting to him more and more in his older state, like he's dying more and more every time he flashes back to that dense forest, and is feeding the memory that kills him with his decaying state. He's afraid to sleep, afraid of being alone, for fear that it will consume him completely. It sometimes feels that all the possible happiness has left him, that he can no longer create good memories, only amplify the terrifying ones.

Bonds Are Forever by ethmaron

It's been years since Gregor and his family moved to Virginia. The rest of his family is managing to move on past the Underland, so why can't he? ~ tbh this is a bit of a self indulgent fic,,i just wanna make sure he ends up okay. ~ no beta read we die like men

The 12 Steps by SRaeeg08

*DISCLAIMER* READ AT YOUR OWN RISK: This book deals with serious topics and themes of drug use, PTSD, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and suicide attempts. This book contains realistic depictions of opioid use. Recovered and recovering addicts should proceed with caution. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Lincoln is a senior in High School. He is also seven months sober. Life seems out of reach for him and well, so does everything else life has to offer. He yearns to live but is afraid of what it might lead to. Liam is a senior in High School but is ignoring the trauma that has been affecting him. He hates remembering but is stuck living in the past. He is living his life to the fullest but isn't alive at all. This Young Adult novel is about the lives of teen brothers who must deal with a decision that changes the course of their lives and shatters their family connection. The twin brothers must learn to unearth hurt, secrets, and misunderstandings to start their family's healing process. "...there were a lot of things I was forced to learn and that made me resent my family for it. One of them is the fact that I learned more about family at rehab than I ever did when I was home." - Lincoln "I always had this plan. A plan where I would graduate high school with the highest GPA, get a full-ride baseball scholarship to Stanford University, and then work my way to the major league baseball teams. It was a plan I had made with Lincoln when we were younger. A dream we shared to play baseball together. A dream that died when he overdosed." - Liam

Ghost Luna by JaclynLugo

Have you ever made a mistake that you wish you could go back in time to fix? Well for a certain someone this is the case, they let their anger and pride get in the way. In a moment of bad judgment they lost a bit to much control and plunged their heart into darkness. Can they fix their mistake? Will they have another chance? Or is it too late?

Cheated and Pregnant (Editing) by Fantasticwriter101me

Rosie thought her life was getting better, that she would experience the fairy tale of living happily ever after. She thought the worst years of her life were over but the worse was yet to come. Rosie thought she had escaped from her past, that the past will stay in the past. But does it always do? But things from the past have a way of coming back to bite us in the ass. She was living a new life, with a different identity and a new place to call home. She was happy with her boyfriend and ready to build a home with him. But you see, the past always has a way of showing up when you least expect it to especially when you're having the time of your life, when you're at your happiest, thinking nothing could take it away from you, then it sweeps everything from beneath you. She was betrayed by the two persons she trusted the must. Trigger warning: mention of SA Starts: Oct. 6, 2019 Ends: Top Ranks #1 Dreaming #1Flashback #1Concern

What if? An anthology by Lauren230

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Who Knew? {Calfreezy Fanfiction} by Somewheredead

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The Redemption Stage (Book 2: The Second Chance) by KatieAguilar6

After everything that's happened, the death, the love, the family... We've grown up... A lot. It's time to go explore this place we call home.

The Life I've Thrown by KooLAnimEadiiK

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The 12 Steps cover

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Cheated and Pregnant (Editing) cover

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Who Knew? {Calfreezy Fanfiction} cover

The Redemption Stage (Book 2: The Second Chance) cover

The Life I've Thrown cover

Love Incarnated.

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