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Goodbye Disorder

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This is a Sander Sides story about Virgil.

The sides can be hurt or even die. They can feel pain and emotions other than what they represent. When a side dies, something happens. It starts with there body instantly disappearing when they die. Soon after their room will start losing color, fading to black and white. Then items in their room will start disappearing until it's left bare. Finally the entire room and door will disappear along with any items left in it. Then everyone's mind will be wiped of any memory of that side ever existing.

Do not read if you are easily triggered. There will be scenes involving death, suicide, self harm, blood and anymore I may have forgotten. This is not an original story and is based off of Thomas Sanders YouTube Chanel. The only thing that belongs to me is the plot. Please like and recommend my story and if you like it be prepared for other works to come out soon after.All Rights Reserved

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