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Goodbye Disorder

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This is a Sander Sides story about Virgil.

The sides can be hurt or even die. They can feel pain and emotions other than what they represent. When a side dies, something happens. It starts with there body instantly disappearing when they die. Soon after their room will start losing color, fading to black and white. Then items in their room will start disappearing until it's left bare. Finally the entire room and door will disappear along with any items left in it. Then everyone's mind will be wiped of any memory of that side ever existing.

Do not read if you are easily triggered. There will be scenes involving death, suicide, self harm, blood and anymore I may have forgotten. This is not an original story and is based off of Thomas Sanders YouTube Chanel. The only thing that belongs to me is the plot. Please like and recommend my story and if you like it be prepared for other works to come out soon after.All Rights Reserved

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Disappear (Prinxiety) by _MidnightRxse_

WARNING - I wrote this back in 2017, my writing is terrible (I didn't even know what 3rd person was). You have been warned. Its been a week since the Sander Sides video Moving On and Virgil has been feeling a lot more panicked than usual. Roman, Patton and Logan are starting to really worry about Virgil. Can they work out what is happening to Virgil before it's to late. Is there something doing this to Virgil or is he doing it to himself?

Street Rats (SanderSides AU) by PoetTheyThem

The world is messed up. We all know that. Roman, Patton, and Logan all live on the streets, no parents, no money, no jobs, they're just a couple of street kids that have no future, but they at least have each other, the closest thing to family they will ever achieve. Janus, Remus, and Virgil also live on the streets together. Same position and same future. All they have in the small misfit family they created together. One day these two groups of boys meet and find maybe they might have a future after all. I do not own any of these characters they all belong to Thomas Sanders and his series Sander Sides go watch it it's good. Also Trigger Warning, cursing like in all my books, Self hatred, bullying, abandonment, and maybe some more will update when I finish this.

Don't Let Me Be Gone by lunaeclispe22

Virgil, once a Dark Side is now a Light Side. But the past often doesn't leave good enough alone. When the other sides only make Virgil feel worse, who's to stop him from just ending it all. Of course, Thomas taking pills to keep Virgil at bay doesn't help at all. And Deceit is the villain as always...right? TRIGGER WARNING : lots of gore/blood, suicidal attempts/thoughts, self harm, panic attacks and so on (all in great detail) ***I HAVE ALL RIGHTS TO THIS STORY AND ALL MY CHARACTERS THAT I HAVE CREATED FOR THIS BOOK*** Cover credit - @-nighteyes- COMPLETED STORY #1 in prinxiety (7/24/19) & (9/21/19) #1 in logicality (8/9/19) #1 in virgilsanders (10/25/19) & (11/3/19) & (2/3/20) & (4/14/20) #1 in anxiety (8/18/19) & (9/26/19) #1 in sanderssides (8/20/19) #1 in picremi (8/20/19) #1 in emilepicani (8/26/19) & (10/17/19) & (11/3/19) #1 in remysanders (9/2/19) #1 in pattonsanders (9/21/19) & (9/27/19) #1 in remussanders (9/27/19) & (10/11/19) & (11/23/19) #1 in patton (9/30/19) #1 in cartoontherapy (10/25/19) & (2/3/20) #1 in logan (5/1/20) & (5/23/20) & (6/8/20)

A Change Of Sides by Kay_Iz_Kool

this is a story about Thomas Sanders and his life living with the sander sides! who knew how hectic it could be living with the different parts of yourself? Well it gets even crazier after an augment breaks out, and each side feels he has to change. and they do.... but for the worse? Can Thomas turn them back to the way they used to be in time? And what effect will it have on him? More secrets may be uncovered along the way... I do not own the Sanders sides* #6 - Fander #9 - Mindpalace

Beyond Broken by Anxi0us_Trash

Virgil use to be a dark side and life was less than perfect. but he's a light side now so everything should be ok... Right? Trigger warning, self harm #1 in virgilsanders | 10th may 2020 | #1 in sandersides | 27th July 2020 | #1 in Logansanders | 19th November 2020| Btw cover does not belong to me.

BroKen~ Book 1 by The_Revenant_King

Five years away has changed a lot, which Virgil is still learning, as he tries to get back into the swing of things. With a past like his, it's hard to trust people, and a year of videos, mocking, and Roman doesn't make it any easier. Is his old life in the past or will it come back to haunt him? And when danger strikes, will his time in the vale serve to help save those he cares for. In this world of magic, mischief, and a whole lot of... NIGHTMARES... Is anyone really safe? AN//: 5/10/18~ #1 in the #VirgilSanders 6/13/18~ #67 in the #Anxiety 8/28/18~ #19 in #Thomas ~The first book in the Broken Series ~This is my first Sander Sides Fanfic So PLZ Enjoy LOL! ~Warning ~ There may be Triggers in this I apologize in advance if anything upsets you. ~There WILL NOT BE ANY SELF HARM OR SUICIDE... but there will be anxiety attacks and self-hate, and -just hate in general so yea you've been warned. ~There will be swearing (Virgil), but never from Patton. ~ There will be Prinxiety and Logality. ~NO SMUT And do check out Thomas Sanders and The Sander Sides if you don't already know of him...

E M P T Y - A Sanders Sides Story by maximumluv2004

[COMPLETED] "Logan, please don't do this. I'm so sorry, I truly am," Patton whispered. "I - I love you, please let that be enough." "I wish it was," Logan whispered back, taking a deep breath. "Turn around." "No!" Virgil protested, gripping the door handle tightly enough to make his knuckles turn white in desperation. "Virgil..." Virgil was trembling now, but he made sure to keep eye-contact with Logan. "No! I won't let you do this!" "Please..." "I won't!" "Please turn around, I have heart enough to not want you to watch." __________ Soulmate AU where your soulmates name appears on your wrist at twilight on your 25th birthday Start: 01-24-19 Final: 05-06-19

3 Days (Prinxiety) [COMPLETED!] by SanderShipper

Virgil has the next couple years of his life planned out: he'll graduate from high school and study Graphic Design in college. His roommate will be his best friend, Roman. At the end of college, he'll move into an apartment, get a boyfriend and start his life. But as he gets caught up in how he really wouldn't mind that boyfriend to be Roman, his high school throws a three-day school trip at him and his friends. He gets placed in a cabin with not only Roman, but his two other friends Patton and Logan. The four of them are also in an activity group together, which means that the four of them will be around each other for most, if not all, of the 72-hour period. So, here Virgil is. Stuck far away from home in a cabin with his crush. For three. Whole. Days. But... let's just say that Roman's going through the exact same thing. ⚠️WARNING: Cursing, Some Underage Drinking ⚠️ •All Characters from Thomas Sanders• •MAIN SHIP- PRINXIETY• •MINOR SHIP- LOGICALITY• •Story Made From REAL EXPERIENCES FROM ME (besides the shipping moments)• •Cover Art and Writing by Me• •COMPLETED!•

(LAMP) The orphanage of secrets (poly sanders) by RadioRedstone

Logan has just lost his parents in a car accident. His aunt sends him to a special orphanage that she grew up in herself. What happens when Logan realizes that something is not necessarily wrong, but weird? Different, yet he doesn't mind it? Logan still has much to learn about not only himself, but his new roommates. Sander sides "human" au. I do not own the sander sides. Cover made by Apple "Canva" I own no pictures\photos in this book. I hope you enjoy!

A Royal Love Story(Prinxiety)[COMPLETE] by Alien-Slushie

Prince Roman of the Ironfelt Kingdom is well known for being a heroic, flirtatious man. Everyone respects him, and sees him as a mighty hero, however as much of a hero he is, he's lonely. His only real friend is his Royal Assistant Logan Crofters. Lord Virgil Anxiety of the Dark Forest is the ruler and protector of the dark forest. He's known more as a legend/myth to everyone outside the dark forest, or as a evil, vious ruler. But to the creatures in the forest, he's a kind, lonely protector that just needs a little love. His only friend is a village boy that visits him named Patton Morre. Two completely different lives, but maybe, just maybe one completly similar love. #1 in Prince Roman and Winged Virgil(July 16, 2019) (I do not own Roman, Virgil, Logan, Patton or Deceit. They all belong to Thomas Sanders. Ocs may be presented at certain times but only for plot reasons, such as Roman's parents, or townsfolk.) Warning: Contains some blood, and battles that lead to death in creatures, or humans. As well as anxiety/panic attacks, some self hate, hurtful comments, and other other triggers. May contain cuss words such as Crap, Shit, Damn, and possibly Fuck. Read at your own risks.

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