~Knowing what I had to REALIZE!!!!
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- Partes 2
Concluida sáb, ene 25, 2020<5 mins
Sometimes it is easier to move on from the pain caused by the tough realization of knowing things than keeping them close to you and hurting yourself everyday and then still behaving like you are all fine the whole time and putting up a great play for the society even when you know you don't give a dam about what they think.....
I wrote this for the people who relate to me even when they have a bestfriend but still can not tell her how screwed your situation or life is and have to fight with themselves with these kind of tough and heart breaking realizations everyday of their life.....
Really hoping you all to like it...
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