The Way I Love You

"You have to understand that I will never love you. I'm in love with someone else and I will never be able to look at you the same way you look at me. Get it inside that head of yours that we will never ever be together. Now get out of my sight!" Elliot says right into my face. It hurts. I wouldn't admit it to him but it hurts so bad.

I know our marriage was just arranged and without even the slightest bit of love, but can he just at least show some respect? I know I shouldn't have had these feelings but I just couldn't help but wonder, what does it feel like to have someone to love you back the same way you love them?

*explicit content*