NDECISIVE
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  • Reads 10,900
  • Votes 63
  • Parts 15
  • Time 2h 24m
Ongoing, First published Sep 14, 2012
Mature
13 new parts
Let's just say that having money, family, friends and all the material things that you can handle doesn't protect you from the reality of the world. A tale about friendship, love, hate, deceit and abuse.
Accomplished Christina has it all: Great family, friends, an upcoming career as a nurse and all the wealth she can handle, but she is lacking one thing...LOVE.
Will she find it in her since childhood friend Jaelen or will he walk all over her heart? Christina finds herself in a whirlwind of things that she thought could never happen to her. What do you do when you can't tell real love from the bruises on your body or the many buried family secrets?
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