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Just cause I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy

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Parts 3
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Reads 616
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Parts 3
Time 10m

alone cutting dyinginside h3lpm3 helpless hopeless kiribaku kkatsuki lost numb suicdalkiri useless

Who is ejiroe kirishima? Well this is what you see a happy bubbly red head that is always talking about being manly and has a smile on his face all the time and can brighten up your entire world!
Yeah......................................
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... no
Kirishima is suffering
Kirishima is breaking inside and it's killing him
But still he wear that stupid grin to keep people happy
To not be a burden to not let them deal with his issues when he is one the edge of the knife right about to fall off the edge
To the point he doesn't know what emotions are anymore
To the point where he just feels numb
To the point where he loses himself
To the point when all the words that leaved his tongue feel like they came from someone
He is lost
He is numb
He is hopeless
He is killing himself inside
H3Lp M3
(It's a kiribaku you guys if you guys don't like don't read dayytebayo! I mostly am a naruto and alot of other animes so this is for my bhna peeps also first story sorry if I suck 😭😭 anyways baiiiiiiii! ❤)All Rights Reserved

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Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] by wasteofspace4150

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell

Red (Kiribaku but mainly Kiri) by forxst_chxld

A sad Kiribaku fanfic. WARNING: The story includes a headcannon that Kiri is/was suicidal!! I'm going to be adding one of his diary entries in between some chapters along with a song that I think fits the vibe of the chapter! Note: I'd like to tell you guys that I'm pouring my heart and soul into this fic. All of the self harm mentioned (mentally and physically) are things I've gone through myself and are still recovering from. So yeah, enjoy the story kings queens and nonbinary beans! <3

Good Enough?! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought. "Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?" He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer. "I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work." "You don't look fine!" .... This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa. A/N: Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner. Highest Ranking: 07.03.21 1 in Suicid 07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku 26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku 26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku 26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku 26.03.21 2 in dadzu 30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya

THE DEMON SLASHER (RENGOKU X READER) by YumieAsagari

You who was born with a red scarlet-like eyes are abandoned by your parents in the age of 9, thinking that you will just become a threat to their life. You're walking and traveling to different towns to find some food or to get some help, however, because of having a demon-like eyes, no one wants to help you instead they'll just ignore you. One day, a man found you lying on the ground unconscious because of the tiredness and hunger. He treats you like his own family and as the time passed by, you treated him as one too. He taught you on how to fight using combat skills and by using a sword, to protect yourself in the near future. He found out that you are a special demon that can conquer the sun but instead of leaving you behind, he still cared for you like no one else. You having a unique combat skills and dwelling using a sword to fight against demons have reached the leader of the demon slayer corps, Ubuyashiki Kagaya. He invited you to become one of the demon slayers and to fight the demons by their side, not knowing that you are actually a demon yourself. And this is how your life began to change. DICLAIMER: I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS AND THE IMAGES THAT YOU WILL SEE WITHIN THE STORY THUS, IT BELONGS TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNERS. PLEASE ENJOY, VOTE, AND COMMENT ABOUT THE STORY! THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING ONE SO DON'T GET UR HOPES UP TOO MUCH! >~<

empty ~ kurotsuki by 11k41y0

"the secret is to just be empty." his reflection looms over him as if it were a giant wave waiting to devour him. he feels the noose of his subconscious grow tighter, suffocating him with the voices of dysmorphia. as it tightens, his control begins to slip. "you can trust me...they don't know what you need...this is what will satisfy you." in his mind, he is healthy and this is normal to want to be thin. he has to be the spitting image of a national-playing athlete. he has to be for his boyfriend; who would want to date someone this ugly? he has to be for his family; he can't fail their expectations. this is normal. kei is stubborn. too stubborn for his own good. "you're beautiful." lair. "you're perfect just the way you are." shut up. "i love you." why? it may be too late for kei to realize that he is no longer himself. he is nothing but a hollow shell living in foreign skin. inside, he is empty. *** this story is inspired by jaidenanimations and BoyInABand's song "Empty". i do not own the song, nor do i take any credit for the lyrics. i do not own haikyuu or any of the characters. these characters belong to Haruichi Furudate. this story covers mature topics that may be triggering to some individuals. viewer discretion is advised. lowercase intended.

Snap by CinnamonEevee333

It was All Might who brought upon the motto to always wear a smile and it was none other than Izuku Midoriya who lived that motto. Even in hard times he wore a bright smile, just like his idol and mentor. He put on a smile that everybody loved, that could get even Aizawa to smile back. To say that Izuku was an sunshine was wrong, he was a living angel. But who could have ever thought that All mights words would have such an bad impact on the greenhead?... Maybe always smiling through everything wasn't a good idea at all. Because even the brightest human being can hide dark secrets and even the sweetest kid will one day... Snap... -------- Oneshot/English Crossposted on AO3 under the same name Update: It has been 2 years since I wrote this. And as now more experienced writer I just want to say that I don't feel proud about this anymore. Honestly, this feels like a crack fic more than a serious story. But with that I don't want to scare you off, but just warn you that the qualitiy isn't the best. (or my standards are just to high?) ⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️ -dark themes -mentioned depression -mentioned cutting -suicide -mentioned suicide attempts -angst -guns/gunshot -conflict -blood --- please don't read if your too young or can't deal with such things, I won't put trigger warnings before the paragraphs with it in, the story is full of it, so no. ---- Disclaimer: -Cover art is mine, not the best and kinda looks like a drawing of an egdy teenager but- you are here for the story anyways. -The Manga/Anime my hero Akademie belongs to Horikoshi, I only own the story line. Don't come after me.

Hidden sorrow | Bakugo angst by Vexxxxx3

Bakugo begins to feel inferior and voices whisper inside his head. He has kept up his facade for a while now, making sure there are no imperfections, no way to see through it. But what happens when problems rise to the surface and tip him over the edge? Will he finally open up to people or will he suffer in silence? Trigger warnings/ normal warnings -Self hate -Self harm -depressing thoughts -blackmail -throwing up -bad sleeping habits -swearing(bc it's bakugou ofc) Please note that I'm not in anyway trying to make fun of this stuff nor offend people they are serious issues that people struggle with and if you are struggling with any of these I advise for you to seek help and always feel free to vent in the comments. This story will contain kiribaku(fluff), it will start off platonic and will end romantic, but it will NOT take over the main story its more of a sub plot. Also because kiri will try help Bakugo. Some characters might be out of character at times so I apologise for that. All characters don't belong to me, they belong to horikoshi. The only thing I own is the plot.

Red - Depressed Kirishima x Bakugo by gzerbe13

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READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE) Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell