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Just cause I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy

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Parts 3
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alone cutting dyinginside h3lpm3 helpless hopeless kiribaku kkatsuki lost numb suicdalkiri useless

Who is ejiroe kirishima? Well this is what you see a happy bubbly red head that is always talking about being manly and has a smile on his face all the time and can brighten up your entire world!
Yeah......................................
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... no
Kirishima is suffering
Kirishima is breaking inside and it's killing him
But still he wear that stupid grin to keep people happy
To not be a burden to not let them deal with his issues when he is one the edge of the knife right about to fall off the edge
To the point he doesn't know what emotions are anymore
To the point where he just feels numb
To the point where he loses himself
To the point when all the words that leaved his tongue feel like they came from someone
He is lost
He is numb
He is hopeless
He is killing himself inside
H3Lp M3
(It's a kiribaku you guys if you guys don't like don't read dayytebayo! I mostly am a naruto and alot of other animes so this is for my bhna peeps also first story sorry if I suck 😭😭 anyways baiiiiiiii! ❤)All Rights Reserved

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Tired of pretending (kiribaku) by Blastyboi_1

Katsuki Bakugo is tired, tired of feelings so fucking pathetic. He's a shitty person, with an even shittier life. It's what he deserves, isn't it? Funny how fate has a way of balancing the scale. He'll never be a pro-hero, not when he's barely surviving each day he has to put up with his mother. But he's not asking for pity, Katsuki Bakugo can take care of himself. And no one needs to know anything, they need to keep their damn mouths shut, or else they'll see the wall he's built up is slowly tumbling down. This is Kiribaku btw is the title didn't give it away. !!!Disclaimer: this is a four year old work and written in first person. It's not my best to say the least but I'm leaving it because it was an important part of my writing journey (although I'm not putting "angsty Bakugo fanfic" on any portfolio ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ) I rewrote the summary because I hated it but mostly everything else is remaining unchanged because I'm too lazy to edit a 70k story. Be warned this is in first person and this fic does cover some serious topics (how well it does that it up to you). Thank you for continuing if you chose to do so and I appreciate all the support this fic has gotten it was certainly an experience : )!!!

Underwater (kiribaku/bakushima) by Chimkin_numget

Kirishima POV: I always feel like I am drowning. In everything. Holding my breath when things get rough, living in isolation, the muffled voice of those on the surface. But there's a different side to this. It's peaceful in the bottom of the ocean. No one can hurt me down here. It hurts, holding my breath and being so alone.... but if I dare to peak over the surface then people will see me, I'll be vulnerable, no one will like what they find. So I'll stay. And I'll drown myself here, forever. Trigger warning ⚠️ Depression Anxiety Attempted suicide Swearing Abuse Bullying Self harm This story is very triggering. Please do not read if uncomfortable Again this is my first fanfic but I'm gunna try my best! Characters belong to Horikoshi kohei.

It's So Good To Be Bad Villain Izuku AU by Yesimdisgusting

Izuku has been bullied since a young age such as beating to a pulp, almost rape by his classmates because of his cute little face been abandon by his childhood friend katsuki been told by his hero he cant be a hero unless you have a quirk Growing up without a father leading him weak and defenceless not knowing how to fight is one of the reasons which leads to his bullying His mind wasn't thinking straight his classmates tells him he should die he wasn't good enough that was stuck in his head over and over again that makes it a mantra a nightmare. everytime he awakes and asleep thats always in his mind like hell even his teachers "useless! " "a hero without a quirk dream on!! " "shity deku! you think you can surpass me!? " "oh! you mean midoriya? he can die like i care! " At the 13 of age a new school begins Another day another year izuku lowered his head down while walking towards his school he knows all of those nasty comments he doesn't even care anymore since its always like that ever since he was announce a quirkless He raise his head up only to notice a rusty old gem laying in a shop it looks ugly its true but in the end he buys it anyways but unknown to him that this little gem will change his mind and soul and also fate and future forever ******BOOK ABANDON******* i will follow some plot from boku no hero academia and also it might change after all fate can change and also destiny p. s this includes *gore *sexual content ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) *wrong spelling and Grammar *etc. *i don't own any of this pictures those are belong to their rightful owner

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku by Xxshiplord16Xx

DISCONTINUED Eijirou Kirishima is depressed. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how to stop it, but he doesn't want to be a burden on everyone else so he keeps it hidden. Like most people do. But it's getting to be too much and it's effecting his normal persona. He also has a crush on Katsuki Bakugou- and, would you look at that! Bakugou likes him back! Their relationship moves fast and Kirishima seems to forget his biggest secret. And after that comes: Therapy. Hospital visits. Doctors offices. Worrying parents. Worrying friends. Worrying boyfriends. And so the best thing that Kirishima can think of is to lie.. to get back the happiness that everyone used to feel around him. To destroy that weird awkward feeling of worry that he senses whenever he is around anyone. He just hopes that maybe if he lies to others enough about what's really going on, then maybe he'll start convincing himself. That maybe, just maybe, the problems will go away. WARNING! This story contains: Smut Self harm Suicidal thoughts and actions Depression Anxiety Panic attacks If these topics trigger you, please do not read on! Lastly, this story is very close to home for me. I know what I'm talking about with the feelings that Eijirou feels, and I know how these things work. I've been hesitant to post this story for a while because I was worried of what people would say about all of it. A good amount of this story is me telling some of my experiences with depression, self harm, anxiety, etc. through Kirishima. All I ask of you as a reader is to please be kind in the comments. Honestly, as cheesy as it sounds, be kind to everyone. You really don't know what they are secretly going through. (Please feel free to message me if you feel any of the negative things that I talk about in this book. I am not a professional, but I have gone through these things and may be able to give you some advice, or at least be there for you to talk to.) Now, please enjoy this book.

Shooting for Mercury | e. kirishima by RaeBlue

she was his perfect match. she could harden her exterior, but so could he. she could go toe to toe with him. why did this crush feel so different somehow? where true strength lies not only in their quirks, but in the courage to trust... in each other. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. This will be a Kirishima x OC fanfiction. He fell first, she fell harder. All characters are aged up to 18+, and in their 3rd year at U.A. There will be SMUT. If that's not your thing I'll put warnings at the beginning of the chapters containing and you can skip, I understand. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. Bear with me; this is my first anime fanfiction! If there's something that should be corrected, like grammar, names, or anything cultural please politely call me out so I can learn and improve! WARNINGS: Sexually explicit content Swearing Violence Mentions of SH DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the characters or storylines from My Hero Academia, only my OC created for this story.

what do you call this? ( kiribaku ) by syndon06

(COMPLETED) kirishima is just an ordinary boy, or so everyone thought. To be honest kirishima was very depressed, he felt unloved and useless. Until that is, he met a very hot headed ash blonde boy. After that, everything seemed to change. Btw I'm planning on using swears. Sorry, but it's Bakugou, I'm officially comfy Maybe some smut... Idk.. I'm not that good tho.. if it's requested alot I will... Or I'll just do it.. that's a possibility as well. But most definitely some fluff!! P.S. I'm not the best writter! I also don't have the best Grammer. I'll probably add more gay ships... I'm not a huge fan of them straights ! But maybe some of them... Also as you can tell, I'm not good with descriptions.. I'll most likely be changing it in the future... But for now it's stuck. It may not be that good.. sorry! Love ya! May add more tags, along with change the description some more, idk, but definitely going to change something, maybe even the photo... Idk And as you all know, I do not own the characters in this book, thet belong to the best anime show EVER My Hero Academia. I will be updating once a week.. maybe more. Love ya.. AGAIN I ALSO DONT OWN ANY OF THESE PICTURS!! And I don't know the people who made them, if you know.. umm.. COMMENT AND TELL ME!! ty!!!

Snap by CinnamonEevee333

It was All Might who brought upon the motto to always wear a smile and it was none other than Izuku Midoriya who lived that motto. Even in hard times he wore a bright smile, just like his idol and mentor. He put on a smile that everybody loved, that could get even Aizawa to smile back. To say that Izuku was an sunshine was wrong, he was a living angel. But who could have ever thought that All mights words would have such an bad impact on the greenhead?... Maybe always smiling through everything wasn't a good idea at all. Because even the brightest human being can hide dark secrets and even the sweetest kid will one day... Snap... -------- Oneshot/English Crossposted on AO3 under the same name Update: It has been 2 years since I wrote this. And as now more experienced writer I just want to say that I don't feel proud about this anymore. Honestly, this feels like a crack fic more than a serious story. But with that I don't want to scare you off, but just warn you that the qualitiy isn't the best. (or my standards are just to high?) ⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️ -dark themes -mentioned depression -mentioned cutting -suicide -mentioned suicide attempts -angst -guns/gunshot -conflict -blood --- please don't read if your too young or can't deal with such things, I won't put trigger warnings before the paragraphs with it in, the story is full of it, so no. ---- Disclaimer: -Cover art is mine, not the best and kinda looks like a drawing of an egdy teenager but- you are here for the story anyways. -The Manga/Anime my hero Akademie belongs to Horikoshi, I only own the story line. Don't come after me.

Good Enough?! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought. "Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?" He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer. "I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work." "You don't look fine!" .... This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa. A/N: Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner. Highest Ranking: 07.03.21 1 in Suicid 07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku 26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku 26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku 26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku 26.03.21 2 in dadzu 30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya

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----------------- "I'm not too sure about this, Kirishima.. "Oh come on, you'll be okay. You're with me so everything is okay!" "I'm.. sorry but I don't think I got it." "Nah, you definitely got it, you got what it takes to be a Hero, Masami-san!" ".. you're right. Thank you for bringing me to the light, Kiri-kun." ----------------- If Masami could recall, her life was always in shambles, always being tossed towards the darkness. She couldn't even turn to anybody. Her mother was so cold and distant, even after her father died from a villain attack, all she could feel was numbness. Numbness from the pit of her heart. Until she collided onto a spikey black/red head on an unfavourable evening. She never met someone who was enthusiastic and kept to themselves at the same time. He showed her the light, and she'll bring it to others. She'll have what it takes to be a Hero ------------------ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED, I DON'T OWN ANY CHARACTERS EXCEPT MY OC, MASAMI SATARU. ALL CREDITS GO TO THE ANIME ITSELF AND CREATOR

Broken by JackGourdon25

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Tired of pretending (kiribaku)

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