Just cause I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy

Who is ejiroe kirishima? Well this is what you see a happy bubbly red head that is always talking about being manly and has a smile on his face all the time and can brighten up your entire world!
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Kirishima is suffering
Kirishima is breaking inside and it's killing him
But still he wear that stupid grin to keep people happy
To not be a burden to not let them deal with his issues when he is one the edge of the knife right about to fall off the edge
To the point he doesn't know what emotions are anymore
To the point where he just feels numb
To the point where he loses himself
To the point when all the words that leaved his tongue feel like they came from someone
He is lost
He is numb
He is hopeless
He is killing himself inside
H3Lp M3
(It's a kiribaku you guys if you guys don't like don't read dayytebayo! I mostly am a naruto and alot of other animes so this is for my bhna peeps also first story sorry if I suck 😭😭 anyways baiiiiiiii! ❤)