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Hand and Hand

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Dan_Phil-Phanisreal

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Daniel Howell was having a wonderful life until his parents decided to adopt someone kid named Meredith Anderson. Then Dan found out just before he moved to university that his sister was transgender and started calling him Matthew. Dan's parents didn't believe their now trans son, who kept taking Dan's old clothes. In 2010 Dan decided to move in with Phil Lester, someone he had met at university, he had asked Matt if he would like to stay with him instead of their parents. Matt said yes before Dan finished his sentence. Matt now lives with Dan and Phil. Matt knew Dan was gay before Dan did. Then later that month Dan made a video of him coming out, Matt helped him. Matt also knew Dan had feelings for Phil. Matt helped Dan ask out Phil, after he had helped Phil with his coming out video. Now and then Matt will appear on Dan's and Phil's channel along with the gaming channel and sometimes on their YouNow shows when their do their live shows. Dan is doing the best he can to get Matt everything he needs. Dan loves his younger brother. He would do anything to help Matt out. Dan's other brother, Adrian Howell, helped out a little bit from time to time but not always. Matt stayed closer to Dan.

⚠WARNING⚠:
May have self-harm
Suicide thoughts/actions

Two sides one story a collaboration with @_Evan_Hansen_1All Rights Reserved

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Closer - Phil Lester X Dan(ni) Howell | COMPLETED by AlmostStickComics

**COMPLETED** Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been living in their Manchester Apartment for longer than expected. It's 2017, they've been on tour around the world and have written 2 books, they need more space. They finally decide on a place in London, England, close to BBC Radio. Once they have finally moved all of their stuff to their new apartment, Dan & Phil collect their finally belongings and take a train to London.On the way there, Dan gets this sick/uneasy feeling. He tells Phil he is alright, but once he passes out in the new apartment, Phil realizes something. But as he refuses on taking Dan to the hospital, Phil takes matters into his own hands. But his results are a bit shocking when he finds his best friend missing and a women in his place. But what Phil doesn't know is that this women is CLOSER to him than he realizes. • started: April 2017 ended: April 2018

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Depression//Phan by bluetroyee

(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

Life Is Precious, Just Like Him - Phil Lester X Depressed! Reader by noathenerd

You met Dan in College and became close friends, even dropped out at the same time as him because of overwhelming stress, and your Depression and Anxiety. Your parents won't take you back in because they're abusive and always have been, so you have no where to go. That is until Dan saves you and takes you in. At his place you met Phil and instantly there's something about him that makes you fall in love. Phil and you bond immediately and he promises to help you through your depression and other problems, no matter how hard it may be.

Too Close (Phan) by WellThisIsAwkward49

Phil Lester is a well known youtuber. He hides behind the camera, he acts the way that he wants to but he scared to be himself at school. He's popular and he's not happy like that. Dan is sweet and rarely talks. He is always afraid that somebody will hurt him so he tries to stay away from people and emotions. Dan struggles with depression, selfharm, bullies, anorexia, a dark past, and being fostered by an abusive family. His mom and dad died when he was 13 and he blames himself everyday. His 7 year old sister is the only thing keeping him alive and sane. Phil feels bad for Dan, but he can't show it unless he wants to get hurt to. Little does Phil know, Dan is quickly losing control of his life. Read this book to go on this adventure with Dan and Phil. (Will mostly be written in Dan's POV) WARNINGS: This story will have very triggering content that deals with self harm, depression, self hatred, anorexia, abuse, harsh language, bullying, mentions of rape, bulimia, and anxiety. Please be careful reading my book and I am always here to talk if you need it. Also, Dan is shorter in this book, about 5'9" cause I have a thing with height.

True Love Always Finds Its Way // Phan by sofiaa720

What do you do when you've been in love with your best friend for years, but you're too afraid to confess? Dan Howell has been torturing himself internally, but when he finally gets the courage to tell Phil Lester about his undying love, he gets the shock of his life. Find out if Dan ever gets through this seemingly dreadful nightmare, and if true love truly is real. *Please vote and comment! This is my first story and it would mean the world!*

Cold (Phan) by ship_it_like_fedex

Dan Howell and Phil Lester live their everyday lives together in their flat. They make YouTube videos and browse the web, except in addition they are competitive ice skaters. Dan has been acting strange for the past few days, and is getting incredibly edgy around Phil. Not knowing what to do with his odd new behavior, Phil continues on with his life completely oblivious to his best friend's crush on him as he pursues a crush of his own. Jealousy and rage, pouring through him, Dan begins to act on his feelings, and their friendship begins to tumble down. Suddenly one day, Dan suddenly collapses, and learns that he has a serious illness that could take his ability to skate and even his life. Will these two manage to be strong enough to get past the rough barrier and put together the shattered pieces of their friendship again before it's too late?

I'm not perfect- Adopted by Phan FanFic by alexaisnotfunnyy

I'm not perfect. I self harm, I'm bullied, and I don't have friends. I'm an orphan. My parents died in a bank robbery when I was 1 and I lived with my Nana for a year. She died of old age and I was sent to a foster home. I was there from age 2 through 12. Then two men, Dan Howell and Phil Lester aka my favourite YouTubers, came to adopt. They saved me. And they just keep doing it? Completed February 1st 2016 Second Book- Perfectly Imperfect Third Book- The Perfect Moment TRIGGER WARNING MENTION OF SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE SEPTEMBER 17--- UNDER CONSTRUCTION

pretend (phan) by audrat

Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then Dan's parents decide he needs to love someone rather than himself, and when Phil shows up at his mansion steps, Dan's parents grow fond of him- so much that the two are exchanging rings and Phil is moving in with his new spouse. They tell Dan he should give it a few months, to be patient, and if he still doesn't like him then they'll sign the divorce papers and call it quits. Marriage isn't perfect, right? Well this one is the exact example. But they could always pretend.

Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

[Complete] Phil was his first best friend in the eighteen years of his life. When Phil first started YouTube, his best friend died, and he hadn't met Dan yet. When they did meet, everything changed. - How conceited does one have to be to show no tolerance for the people they care about? - This story is strictly in the perspective of Dan Howell. MATURE CONTENT: NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER DEMOGRAPHIC. POSSIBLY TRIGGERING. Contains: Self harm, abuse, attempted suicide, and sex. Strong language is used.

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