Don't hold me more ! - Nidhi Rawat - Wattpad

Don't hold me more !

LETTURE 8
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LETTURE 8
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Locked I am 
in the responsibilities of my character ,
locked I am 
in the bars of my mind .
Since the adolescent age , when I started understanding a little bit
locked I am in portrait of expected mine .
Never able to believe that I am the one who is destined for this .
Sometimes , courage inside me do enforces but sometimes the fear of change holds me back.
Now , in search of my presence ,
can compare myself with this flower , 
yes locked I am 
but still blossoming , still smiling & still progressing .
Waiting patiently for that blissful moment when God's messenger untie me from these chains same as like a bee transfers pollens from flowers , my faith will proceed & sparkle  this universe .

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