Songs or Peoms I wrote.
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In this book I'm just putting my random thoughts. The thoughts go from straight up depressing to the hyper crack that makes up my demented mind.
So if you truly wish to dive into my mind go ahead... I'm not stopping you...
I'm just warning you, you might find weird stuff.
Anyway... Thank you for reading my crap writing! ^_^
Note from future self: I'm just gonna say that all this was written when I was younger and all of it is pretty cringe worthy, but I'll leave it up in case anyone would ever want to read this, (only God knows why). But if it sucks, please don't leave hate or complain how bad of a writer I am. I'm well aware it is bad. Anyway thanks for reading this if you still want to.
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