The Order
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  • Reads 21,530
  • Votes 749
  • Parts 11
  • Time 48m
Ongoing, First published Jan 28, 2020
My name is Ari green and because I didn't posses a useful ability to our somewhat large city I was forced to be kept locked away in my home unable to attend school or make friends.

Because of that I felt lonely. My family never came home anymore. And when I heard from my own sister that I was nothing but a burden to them I wanted to die.

And so I did something that I was never allowed to do.

I left the house.
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