!!cover not done my me!! If your hated why live? Why try? There isn't really a point. They won't ever accept you or your friend. Your a ŁįÃr, even if you want whats best for everyone, your the ßÂD GūŸ. I miss him. He was my best friend. I fell for him. But he rejected me. He said he didn't like me the same...that's why I ran I don't need him...but I miss him...I shouldn't miss him...but I do What are they like? What is HE like...he's so Different and spontaneous. I wonder what he thinks about. I want to learn about him, to protect us of course no other reason...no other reason at all...just for information. Why can't he see I try? Why won't he just see I try my best to be normal but I can't. I try so hard but I'm always the villain. Nothing but the villain dressed in black making the dark, sinister, unwanted content...I want to be normal but I can't.... Why can't I be constructive? I try to be nice but I just add to the insult. I just add salt to the wounds. Why can't I accept my own family as who they are? I'm just a huge judgmental jerk...why can't I just be nice? They are dangerous, right? They will hurt thomas if they become normal sides like us. but what if I'm wrong...what if I'm being the villain? No no, I'm doing the best i can for MY family.......I'm doing whats right......right...? {lol as you can tell ANGST.}All Rights Reserved