Would you dare to forget?
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Zakończone sob., wrz 15, 2012<5 min
Silence... a strong word, isn't it? A lot of people look for it constantly. They wonder: "How would it be, to be invisible for one day?" They would give all they had just to be not seen for some time. Days, weeks, years, even a lifetime. But just like everything in life, what becomes an impossible dream for someone, is a nightmare for someone else...
You are not laughing yet, right? Not at all and I guess you won't laugh later either.
I could ask you: What happends when this silence is out of control? When it's no longer a synonymous of peace and quietness? What happends when it becomes unbearable? When being ignored seems even worse then being bothered and you start to think that you would rather be a victim of bullying than to go on with your life in those terms?
Are you wondering if this is even possible? You don't get it, you can't understand it. No one can. You can't walk or look from someone else's shoes, cause no one learns us to do that. This society and the people in it, only think: "As long as I'm fine, as long I'm safe.."
Maybe this is the reason why I'm writing this, to you or maybe not. Honestly I'm not even sure. It could be guilt, sadness or just the feeling that the only way we don't commit the same mistakes over and over again, is to remember the past and learn from it.
You can make mistakes as long as your learn from it. But don't ever forget, that some mistakes, can change your life forever...
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