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My time spent working as a party promoter in Barcelona, Spain in the summer of 2017.
During this time I would have reached the highest point of my biggest problem, alcohol.

Delusional to the problem I had, I try my best to tell the story who I once used to be.
Obnoxious, Arrogant, evil, egotistic and a low life scumbag who I once used to be.

It is everything I am the opposite of today, I have lost best friends due to their battle with addiction and I almost lost myself.

If anyone who thinks they may have a problem with alcohol, I would advise reading Allan Carr's "
How to control alcohol ".
It not only help change my life but it helped save my life.

Kid Dynamite I hope one day I will be able to pay you backAll Rights Reserved

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The Setup by RaeWritings

Fighting a battle of addiction is hard, it's harder when you know you're going to lose. Stumbling into an AA meeting was one hard step but meeting a dealer, offering free drugs makes the step that much harder. Is he really who he says he is or is there more to him than just a friendly face?

His Heart to Love by nenewritesometimes

"Been about you, since I met you and imma keep it that way" You're special to me. You're the only one who I wouldn't mind losing sleep for, the only one who I can never get tired of talking to, and the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day. You're the only one who can make me smile without trying, bring down my mood without the intention to and affect my emotions with every action of yours. I can't explain with just words how much you mean to me, but you're the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one I want to keep in my life. So, please don't leave me. ~April 18, 2021 ~July 21, 2021 Rankings: #4 in mentaldisorder 9/16/2021 #6 in highschoolsweethearts 9/16/2021 #38 in urban 9/16/2021 #14 in blacklove 9/16/2021 #5 in angerissues 9/16/2021 #12 in urbanromance 9/16/2021 #3 in bwbm 9/16/2021 #20 in contemporarylit 9/16/2021 #29 in urbanstory 9/16/2021 #2 in africanamerican 9/16/2021

Locked In by MichaelaCilley

You don't believe me anyways. You don't see me throwing away my inhibitions or filling up my online shopping cart. You don't see me diving into new life goals and careers and areas of study. You don't see my cry to myself in the car when my chest sinks in and my head gets crushed in a vice. You don't feel the panic in my stomach whenever I must make human contact. And you sure don't see how hard I try. How I wake up every morning and apply my mask. My work mask- to conceal all of this. But.... It's been the same mask for many years And my mask is wearing thin. My sadness, my anger, my paranoia and grand euphoria are trying to become a part of your world too. A world where it's not welcome. A world where it's not understood, where it's frowned upon.

DyverCity by Fabtabulous22

⚠️ Warning!!⚠️ ⚠️ Contains mature content such as smut, violence, language and drug use⚠️ "Life is a cruel lottery-misfortune rains on all, while fleeting blessings tease only a few. For people like me, the darkness clings like damp rot, and any flicker of light snuffs out before it can warm the soul." "You might be different," he said, voice soft. "There's goodness in you." I laughed, a bitter edge cutting through. "After the wreckage I've left behind? No, I'm no exception. And neither are you." In a world crawling with criminals, where mobsters pull the strings and masks hide every face, beauty is just a lure for the unwary. The most breathtaking places? They're the deadliest traps. Kaleb Amato, Ridgewood High's golden quarterback, reigns with swagger and a mind sharp as a blade. A bright future gleams ahead-arrogant, untouchable. A hero? Hardly. Mia Langley, a firecracker with a tongue like a whip and a mind in splinters, storms back after two years in a brutal boot camp. Sweet? Innocent? The idea's a punchline. She's home now, but DyverCity's first rule has slipped her mind: don't let its seductive shimmer fool you. This city's a Venus flytrap-get caught in its jaws, and you're not getting out alive. Currently editing-

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sad or happy - choose by duncmacphun

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The Setup

Fighting a battle of addiction is hard, it's harder when you know you're going to lose. Stumbling into an AA meeting was one hard step but meeting a dealer, offering free drugs makes the step that much harder. Is he really who he says he is or is there more to him than just a friendly face?