did I do it again

lonely and no one to hold me. in this world it seems like an infinite hell of alone and banishment from the one I love. but no one has banished me but him. he is my love and holder of my heart. he is my world. but he has gone into another dimension. a dimension of forgetfulness of the ones who actually love. the ones who use and destroy and banish the loving ones into self destruction. the loving ones are now gone and only the tarnishing ones left to rot into his soul and make him regret the decision of dimension crossing. the holder of my heart has two sides that are going to eat him alive. one of them is me.