everything and Anything

I comprised this story only out of love. I relate to most of what I put down and understand all of it. I relate to what a burden is and how it makes you feel. I understand that you can't find happiness in someone, only you can find it in yourself.
India and Nicky are inseparable. They are compassionate and loving. India felt safe being with Nicky. Nicky too felt like India was endgame. So why did Nicky feel the way she felt. Why couldn't she tell her that she loves her. She knows she loves India I mean how could she not.
This story isn't what I want it to be. It's everything else.
Everything and Anything

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together we come together as a whole. we laugh together. we love together. everything is together, but me. there is something off with me isn't there...there's something that's making you say "i don't want to do this". "i don't want to deal with this". see, the word burden is heavy. whenever i look at you the word is tatted on your face secretly crushing me.

quietly i will speak about this. speak about why i can't be enough for you, me, or anyone who comes before me. just know babe, this is all for you.

-India