everything and Anything
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Last published Sat, Feb 1, 2020
I comprised this story only out of love. I relate to most of what I put down and understand all of it. I relate to what a burden is and how it makes you feel. I understand that you can't find happiness in someone, only you can find it in yourself.
India and Nicky are inseparable. They are compassionate and loving. India felt safe being with Nicky. Nicky too felt like India was endgame. So why did Nicky feel the way she felt. Why couldn't she tell her that she loves her. She knows she loves India I mean how could she not.
This story isn't what I want it to be. It's everything else.
Everything and Anything
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together we come together as a whole. we laugh together. we love together. everything is together, but me. there is something off with me isn't there...there's something that's making you say "i don't want to do this". "i don't want to deal with this". see, the word burden is heavy. whenever i look at you the word is tatted on your face secretly crushing me.
quietly i will speak about this. speak about why i can't be enough for you, me, or anyone who comes before me. just know babe, this is all for you.
-India
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For the booksmart yet naïve 16-year-old Nicky, high school in her quaint little hometown island in the Philippines had always been predictable. Until that senior year. Nicky thought she got things all figured out. She'd be very good at school and be the valedictorian of the single-section class of 2010 of the highly looked-up science high school in their island. And then, she'd get a full scholarship to her dream university. All was fairly well except for a few things like grappling her feelings towards a long-time crush. Just when Nicky thought she could get through high school without too much boy-drama, a somewhat seemingly love life with a boy or two and suddenly, maybe even three was finally catching up with her during the last few months before high school graduation. She had never thought she could be wrong about a person. And that she could always be wrong about boys... ✨✨✨ Sidenote: I wrote this from November 2010 to April 2011, only a year ahead from the time set in the novel. This was fully uploaded on Wattpad in September 2013 for safekeeping. I hadn't gotten back to it in so many years nor find any means and time to promote it. This had long been completed but still needs edit. Enjoy reading! Cheers! P.S. This is not exactly a love story. And yet, it may read a lot like it.
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