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What's the point?

In anything?
 
I hate myself, I hate my family, I hate my friends, I hate the place I live and I hate every single person I meet. 

Life just keeps tossing my lifeless body into more and more chaos until I'm at that point where I scream until my lungs squeeze tight enough for the pain to throb and take over. 

Why do I have to be here? Or... Or do I?All Rights Reserved

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