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I Don't Wanna Be You Anymore

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Evelyn Green has always been sure of one thing. 

September 21, 2020. 

The day she's going to die.

There's no changing her mind. Day in and day out, it's always the same. There is no joy in the midst of her endless suffering. Sure, she has a few friends, but no one who will truly miss her, despite how dependent she is on them.  

They'll never understand.

Then she gets the news. Having to move cities is just another large burden she has to deal with. With new people come new stressors and anxiety.  Evelyn starts to wonder if she should move her death date. 

Until meets Mason Lasure, a transgender boy. Suddenly, September 21st isn't that far away. 

In fact, it may be too soon. 

But Evelyn can't go back on this date. She's been waiting for years, and some boy isn't going to change that. Besides, there's no guarantee he actually cares for her, and if he ever finds out about the death date, she's screwed.All Rights Reserved

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