Diary

Girl friend ni Ian si Hazel 10 years ago.

It was a journey from being strangers. . . to friends. . . to lovers. . . and to being strangers again.

Tanda pa ng dalaga ang nagawa niyang poem para sa binata.

Hindi niya alam kung bakit bigla-bigla na lang siyang nagiging poet whenever she is happy or sad or hurt.

I trusted and loved you the way I knew what love is. . .
And that was a decision that I would never regret. . .
I was hoping that our feelings were mutual way back then. . .
But it seemed you were pushing me out of your den.

And If by chance, I was so unjust or unfair to you. .
I just wished you brought it to my attention. . .
Maybe, I gave up, but it didn't mean I never loved you. . .
For I was just waiting you would come to console.

Even though I didn't always say. . .
I just hoped you felt that I really cared. . .
I was sorry for letting my emotions got the best of me. .
Then just to find out myself quiet and deeply hurt.

She was waiting for him that day, some time 10 years ago, until midnight. But he didn't come. Ouch! And suddenly now. . . just now. . . it seems he is coming back. How is she going to believe him now? How is she going to believe all the things he is about to say this time? She had just gone through it all. And most of it were already forgotten over time. Well, not all. Because no matter how much time passes, there are memories that can never be rubbed away. . . because they remain forever.

Again, bakit kasi kailangan pang mag-cross ulet ang path nila? Bakit kasi kailangan pang magkausap ulet sila?