Shadow of the Past
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Last published Mon, Jan 24, 2022
"It still fucking hurt Kai, it still fucking hurt. Will it ever subside? Will it ever disappear? Until when I will be able to survive this pain? Until when? Kai I still love you. I never stop loving you, I don't think I ever will and that's the hardest part." She murmurs to herself while sobbing and clutching the phone near her heart. She remains on the same position, with head on her office table, until she calms herself. All this time the pain never subsides in fact, as the time passes by it intensifies that it became unbearable, the pain that sips to her bone and swallow her entire soul. How should she stop this? Is there a way? Same question again and again? And time again, she doesn't have answer but Kai, only Kai.
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