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This Ain't What You Want (Urban) *editing*

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Reads 37,316
Votes 645
Parts 41
Time 26h 45m

Mature

agony hurt lies love urban

They say money can't buy happiness and t'is true. Seventeen year old Kaylee knows how it feels to have and not want for anything, but that still isn't enough for her. Despite the things her parents always told her, she tries to find herself in a world so dark which only leads to agony. What you speak out of your mouth is what will come into existence... Is this really what Kaylee wants?All Rights Reserved

agony hurt lies love urban

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Passion's Pitfalls by Shay__x

"I know this is probably not making any sense," He stated, his voice full of emotion. "I'm afraid of letting someone in, of letting someone see who I actually am. I'm afraid of being hurt, of being rejected. I know it's not rational, but it's what I feel. I've been hurt to death, and I don't want to go through that again." He looked up at her, his eyes full of sadness and fear. She didn't know what to say. "I've tried so hard to stop myself from loving you," his voice, thick with emotions. "I've tried to keep you at arm's length, to protect myself from getting hurt. But I can't do it anymore. I just can't. I love you, and I don't know how to turn it off." He took a deep breath, and closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, he looked at her with a desperate, pleading look.

The Fire Within by XxRemember_MayexX

Sierra was a ordinary girl. She loved her life, and everyone in it. But when, Bree, the 'most popular' girl in school starts to bully her, her world changes on her. She fights the pain of the words, rejection and problems at home, but fails. She cuts, and has thoughts on suicede. But everything changes again when she gets a new friend. Cole impacts her life, saving her from suicide and helps. But will it be enough? Can Sierra find the Fire within herself? Can she learn the truth?

An Unthinkable and Unimaginable Love by AyooRobi

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Tired of Lies by MissYanxiet

*(COMPLETED) "The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth." He bit his lip. "I wanted to te-" His eyes began to water and as a single tear fell he looked at me and said "but what if you've been lying for so long you don't know how to tell the truth?" "I have and so will you." He shook his head, shut his eyes, and leaned his forehead against the glass. "And here I was thinking you would admit that you don't tell the truth either." I gripped the telephone as my knuckles turned white. "What do you mean?" "Come on Zoey I've seen you sneaking around acting like you're busy. You're hiding something and you won't tell me." All Zoey Campbell ever wanted to do was keep her head down and get through high school. Too bad it isn't that easy. Zoey is tired of everything and everyone. She is tired of being pushed around and tired of watching in the shadows. She is tired of pretending to like that girl that doesn't even know her name. Tired of pretending that she is ok when she isn't. She is constantly hoping for a better way out thinking she should just disappear. All she wants to do is scream but no matter how loud she screams no one can hear her. Don't worry things just get worse. Everyone thinks she's a "sick" girl and just another suicide case waiting to happen. I mean what kind of girl sits by herself everyday right? Zoey is running out of time and she thinks no one has tried to help her until her "special" speech in class. No one really cares about what she really thinks anyway. It just that feeling of pity. Everyone thinks she really is sick but she knows she's not. But what if she is? Maybe all it takes is that one thing to make her snap. As her life gets thrown into chaos and deep dark secrets she can't help but try to figure out the truth. Will she find a way to let her new friends save her or will she just end up as another suicide case? *Disclaimer wrote this in 2017 when I was 14.

Anybody Wanna Buy A Heart?(Urban Story) by TyyCashyy

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The Memoirs of Melody by expressivesoul

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$Suicidal Attraction {Old Version} by _DarkQueen$

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brOKen {Discontinued} by angelkohari

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Passion's Pitfalls

"I know this is probably not making any sense," He stated, his voice full of emotion. "I'm afraid of letting someone in, of letting someone see who I actually am. I'm afraid of being hurt, of being rejected. I know it's not rational, but it's what I feel. I've been hurt to death, and I don't want to go through that again." He looked up at her, his eyes full of sadness and fear. She didn't know what to say. "I've tried so hard to stop myself from loving you," his voice, thick with emotions. "I've tried to keep you at arm's length, to protect myself from getting hurt. But I can't do it anymore. I just can't. I love you, and I don't know how to turn it off." He took a deep breath, and closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, he looked at her with a desperate, pleading look.