**WARNING THIS BOOK CONTAINS VIOLENCE, SWEARING, GRAFIC AND UPSETTING CONTENT. IF YOU DONT LIKE SAD, SCARY, OR ABUSIVE BOOKS, IM SORRY HONEY BUT THIS BOOK IS NOT FOR YOU. HOWEVER IF YOU DO ENJOY A GOOD SLIGHTLY DEPRESSING READ... CARRY ON** my question is: why now? Why today? Why when things almost seem to get better does life choose to tear you down the most. The agony at impossible lengths, and most of all why me? The answer is simple, And this book answers it all.