Finding hope in the darkness (John Laurens x reader)
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Last published Sun, Nov 29, 2020
The cover is not mine it belongs to ziksua she is an amazing artist and I recommend checking them out.
John Laurens has just been through a extremely difficult breakup, having to start college with a uneasy mind he struggles for awhile. With his friends by his side he tries to see the light but it all becomes much easier when his close friend Hercules introduces him to someone ;)
Warning:
-swearing (and probably a fair amount of it)
-self harm (I'll keep it to a minimum and try not to get to gory)
-(probably)smut
I'm sorry if it's bad/weird it's my first time writing a story.
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