Is this....love?
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  • Reads 29,594
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  • Parts 20
  • Time 1h 27m
Complete, First published Feb 06, 2020
Mature
This is a mafia AU.
No quirks.
Bakugou Katsuki was a young boy of age 17 who had no family, well he had one they just didn't want anything to do with him. They tossed him out on the street when he turned 12 years old and when he turned 14 a shady man found him and tried to sell him to the highest bidder. 5 homes, years of abuse and many close calls later he's found himself with the mafia, his last....owner sold him to the BOSS of the mafia who for some reason found the boy interesting.
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