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A BIG TRIGGER WARNING :
I talk about
~ depression
~ anxiety
~ eating disorders
~OCD 
and I include the problems I have with self harming.

Please don't read when this could trigger you and if you are under 16!

Don't compare my problems, etc with yours!
My mental disorders can be different from yours so please if you are looking for a comparing in this context, then don't look here.

What do I expect from this book?

I expect to get better and motivate my progress.All Rights Reserved

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