My Painful Desire
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Last published Thu, Apr 7, 2022
How would you describe love? Having strong emotions and positive feelings towards someone? Could you say it's being heavily infatuated by someone, if that's it could it be called love?
What if there's no such thing as love and all we have ever known to be love is all a lie? What if it's all in our heads and most importantly do we have the power to control it?.....
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She's always thought she had the easiest love life, having no struggles when it came to getting any guy she wants and not caring when she eventually loses them but all of that changes when she enters her second year in college and meets Sean who changes all that she has ever known concerning the word Love.
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