Drowning in my Insecurities
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  • Reads 154
  • Votes 4
  • Parts 4
  • Time 48m
Ongoing, First published Aug 12, 2014
The girl you thought you knew is long gone, she died ages ago. What she is now is an empty shell. I'm that empty shell, I was once that girl with the  hope in her eyes and love in heart. Every last piece carefully stacked like Jenga blocks, so when one thing went away, the entire tower came tumbling down. And now every time I got close to fixing  it again something pulls me back and kicked me down.  I've just have had enough of trying and trying and getting nowhere. I'm done. I'm going to end It.......... My name is Rebecca Grace Madden, and this is what I've become. And now I'm left to wonder, is there anybody out there who can save me?
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