Drowning in my Insecurities
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Ongoing48m
Last published Wed, Feb 4, 2015
The girl you thought you knew is long gone, she died ages ago. What she is now is an empty shell. I'm that empty shell, I was once that girl with the hope in her eyes and love in heart. Every last piece carefully stacked like Jenga blocks, so when one thing went away, the entire tower came tumbling down. And now every time I got close to fixing it again something pulls me back and kicked me down. I've just have had enough of trying and trying and getting nowhere. I'm done. I'm going to end It.......... My name is Rebecca Grace Madden, and this is what I've become. And now I'm left to wonder, is there anybody out there who can save me?
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