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[COMPLETED]


"The only thing I've ever been scared of, Lydia, is losing you." 

-

Lydia and Harry have finally began that 'next chapter' that they've been longing for, working on the realities of parenthood and dealing with loss day by day. 

But it may be harder to put the darkness of their past life behind them than they might think. 

Old demons will come back. Old enemies will rise again. 

And this time, they have everything to lose.

-

This is the third book in the 'crumble' series! Please be sure to read the first two books before you get to this one!All Rights Reserved

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Play with fire. | l.s. by LoveLou__

Louis Tomlinson. A normal name of a normal guy. You'd think that, but it's far from the truth. Louis is the leader of the most wanted Gang in the United Kingdom. Whenever people hear the name 'Black Devils' their blood freezes in their veins. They deal with drugs, they kill people, they don't give a shit about the law. Harry Styles is a successful detective. He has a remarkable resume and an amazing arrest count. But there is one person he had never managed to catch. One person he is chasing for two years now. All he knows is his name and that he is the leader of the most dangerous Gang in the UK. He has never seen him nor knows anything about him because Louis Tomlinson is a master of deception. Actually no one knows who that guy is but wherever he appears he leaves death and desolation. It is Harry's job to find him- and to bring him down. Louis narrowly escapes from the police on his latest job. They get closer to him with each time and he has no idea why and how. He needs to do something. To his luck he has an incredible selection of resources, so when he stumbles over the name Harry Styles- better known as the man who is chasing him for a while now- and does a bit of research only to find out that they have the same preferences, he decides to play a game with fire.

Dangerous(A One Direction Fan Fiction) by XAngelaX11

"Why are you doing this to me?" I asked him. "Because I can and I will." He said moving closer to me. "Why does it have to be like this. We can work something out" I said trying to step away from him. My back hit the wall as he continued walking closer. His face was a few inches away from mine and we both just stood there in silence. "Because...I am dangerous" ~~~~ He was always so used to being listened to. Being one of the leaders in the world's most powerful gang. He knows how to kill, how to hunt his victims and get away with almost anything. He was one of the most beautiful, but dangerous men in the world. He was someone who had the power in his hands to do anything he wanted. Will one decision change his entire life? Will he finally get what he needs instead of what he wants? Keep reading to find out what is the decision that could possibly change his entire life and why. {Will contain sexual content and strong language read at your own risk} Highest ranking so far: #72 in craziness

Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."

resurrect | h.s by ulookuglytodaysis

(Completed!) I swore I saw him, standing there in the darkness. But it couldn't be him, he was gone. He was dead and he had been for a year now. // resurrect: verb -revive or restore the memory or being of something. // Lydia White has moved on with her life following the supposed death of the man she loved. But she has no idea that her life was about to change all over again, because someone is lurking in the shadows. Maybe Harry wasn't dead after all. // THIS IS A SEQUEL TO 'CRUMBLE'!!! IF YOU HAVE NOT READ THAT BOOK YET THEN PLEASE STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND READ IT BEFORE YOU START THIS ONE!

Red & White by niallfanficsx

"They've figured her out, please, do something to help her...I tried to keep her safe and I failed." He was red; dark and powerful. She was white; pure and graceful. Harry was the most handsome prince ever to rule England. Women threw themselves at him, but he just backed away. He didn't want anyone, much to the Queen's dislike. Harry needed to have a wife. He was twenty-one and at this time, he was already late on the rode to marriage. Not like he cared. Leah was the girl in the corner of every room. She was different and looked over. Being in the lowest-class of society, she was never invited anywhere by anyone. It was just her and truthfully, Leah didn't mind. Nobody knew her name. That is, until one man spots her in a crowd and realizes that she may be his last hope at pleasing his mother. Harry doesn't even have to love her through this all. And what happens when war breaks out after three years? The Prince of England has the power to save this nobody girl. But will he choose to?

Struggle | H.S | AU | by Jiminxmagicshop

"All my life I've been on my own, I use a light to guide me home, but now together we're alone, and there's no other place I'd ever wanna go" Anna is an independent woman that is until she meets Harry. The way he treats her, is against everything she knows and believes but there is no way she can ignore him and eventually, she realizes that she can't live with or without him. Harry is the head of the biggest gang in Oxford and the moment his eyes set on Anna, he knows he wants her, but before this can happen she needs to learn that he is in control even if it hurts her and with an rivalling gang on his heels, things can get ugly very fast. Will he be able to protect Anna even if she doesn't want his protection and will they find each other in this mess or will they get into an even bigger mess?

Oscillation | [H.S] by KINGAUGUSTD

[COMPLETED] It is well known that the world isn't a nice place. There are too many people and not enough humanity. Emma learns this very quickly when she meets Harry Styles by accident. Especially when he has her entire life in his hands. ______________________________________________________ "Please" I begged. The rough patch of his thumb scraped over my cheek and took the tear. He balanced the droplet on his thumb and looked at it. His eyes moved from the droplet to me and he put his thumb in his mouth. I exhaled sharply and then he said: "Actually, I think I will keep you."

Do You Know Who You Are? (l.s.) by kpplwk

"Wanna join?" I grab the fabric on the chair but Harry puts his hand on mine and looks at me. "What can I win?" With my head close to his, I can see what's behind his mind and, well, he isn't hiding it well. I'm clearly sober now, well maybe not totally but I'm sure I will remember what is going to happen. My mind is looking for the things that may interrupt us this time and unless one of the boys gets up nothing will stop us, I guess we will have to stay quiet. "My mouth." His face lights up with a smile as I bit my own lips before speaking again. "But if I win, I have yours." //Louis isn't a lucky guy. He doesn't have many friends and death loves to take them away. Guilt and loneliness, that's his life. But when Liam decides to take him out of this darkness, the two men start a game. Harry is the reward. (Mark isn't Louis' step dad)

Metal Angels [ N. H ] by horansbabes

Metal Angels the most dangerous gang of criminal's, after Niall Horan lost his father in a bloodbath he wants to follow in his footsteps living up to his name, he tries his best to work his way into the gang, he lives on the southside but goes to a great school. When the leader finally agrees to let him in, he sends him out for a task he agreed to without even listening on what not to do, his ears perked on what his job was. "So, you think you can handle it?" Until he truly meets the girl he was ordered to bring to the leader of the group, he instantly regrets it.

invasato [h.s] by ulookuglytodaysis

invasato; possessed or dominated by a strong passion. - "Alice in Wonderland? That's your favorite book." he remarks with his brow arched and his voice snarky. "I love the curiosity of it all." I shrug. He just smirks, diverting his eyes down with the slightest head shake before speaking in his classic low tone. "Curiosity killed the cat, sweetheart." - Elaina Basset packed up and moved to Italy with hopes of starting over with a clean slate and to make it big as a painter. But, her plans are halted when she meets Harry Styles, an over confident crook who has a lot of enemies and is set on revenge. A struggling painter, a heist master...what could go wrong?

Demons // l.t. ✔️ by _victoriasart

Louis Tomlinson thinks that he's the only half-demon on Earth. Born in Hell, he never got to experience what it was like to be a normal human. He is lonely, emotionless, and is bitter from a dark past. An unexpected turn of events changes all of that. --- The girl laughs, her voice empty of humor. "No, Louis, you're not. You're not human. Don't even try to lie. Well, maybe that is--" she points to my black ring, imprinted into my skin forever, and my eyes narrow. "--but the rest of you isn't." "Oh yeah? Then what am I, a vampire?" I snort, trying to cover up my amazement. There's no way she's a demon. I thought I was the only living demon in the universe. I change my voice to impersonate two different people. "How long have you been seventeen? A while." I laugh humourlessly, my voice dripping with sarcasm. "No," she leans closer, her nose almost touching mine. "You're a demon." "How..." I'm actually surprised, for the first time in my seventeen years of what I call life. "How do you know?" The girl sticks out her own pinky, a band of black encircling it. "I'm one as well." HIGHEST RANKING: #20 in Horror-Thriller #35 in Fanfiction #20 in Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction

Our Monster //H.S Punk AU #Book 2 by StylesInWonderland

[Book 2 Completed]His past is behind him, but is it really? He thinks he's grounded, leveled with sanity. But he's ever so dead wrong. For a different monster is coming out of the shadows. Not even his beloved can stop the monster from lurking. Friends become foes, people die, family betrays; no one is safe. ©StylesInWonderland WARNING: Mature scenes possibly and curse words and descriptive violence. Updates every Month if possible

Hide from 'Falling' || H.S by JustCallMeL1

[COMPLETED] 18+⚠️: Contains mature and sexual content // enemies to lovers "I hate you." I repeated as I continued to walk toward her, causing her to touch the closed refrigerator with her back as she backed away. "I hate you so much that sometimes I can't think of anything else." I positioned my hands to the left and right of her head against the fridge, thus not giving her a chance to leave, but I know she didn't even want to, she's too curious. "I hate you too." she whispered back without hesitation and her hot breath hit my face. "I hate you so much it already hurts." **** Ashley Scott works at a special and top secret part of the CIA. Her task is to neutralize the most dangerous people in the world. It is unnecessary to mention how good she is at her job because her success speaks for itself. The people on the CIA's red list are the most wanted criminals. Every intelligence agency in the world is looking for them. And Harry Styles is one of the names on the list. He and his notorious gang 'Falling' are known for disappearing without a trace and suddenly reappearing. However, this always has consequences that lead to innocent people having to pay with their lives. Is it possible to kill a famous gang leader? And what is the worst thing that can happen when two people meet who hate each other's guts? Especially when they have to work together against their will to survive and to unravel a mystery.... **** ⚠️Warning⚠️ THIS STORY CONTAINS VULGARE LANGUAGE, KINKS, SEXUAL CONTENT, DRUG ABUSE AND INTENSE VIOLENCE /// Read at your own risk #2 in harrystylesfanfic #7 in harrystyles #1 in niallhoran #1 in zaynmalik {started: December 25, 2020 ; finished: November 30, 2021}

Vindicated by chlox1d

I looked up at him, unsure of what just happened. I saw the blood glistening off of his gold H ring as he pushed my hair out of my face, scanning my eyes, making sure I was okay. "You should go back inside and find your friends. Go home and lock your doors." He said as he turned to walk away. "Wait!" I said weakly. He reached the end of the ally and turned around. "I don't even know your name." He paused, his eyes locking on mine before simply saying, "I'm Harry." then turning back around and disappearing into the night. WARNING: This book contains mature and adult themes, like violence, drug use, sexual assault, and other possibly triggering topics. Read at your own risk. - My twitter is @chlox1d, make sure you follow to stay updated! Happy reading :)

Silmavion [H.S] by directioner_fitf

"Are you sure you want this?" He asks, running his fingers through my hair. "I wouldn't be here if I didn't." I remove his hands from my hair, bringing them between us. "This shit is scary, Allison." He says calmly as he shakes his head. "I am scary." "Show me then." He looks at me with a confused expression. "Show me how scary you are, Harry." ~ A captivating tale unfolds when a girl crosses paths with a seemingly innocent guy. But as their story deepens, she discovers that he harbors a hidden darkness. Meanwhile, her love for the guitar adds a melodic twist to the enigmatic journey. *Violence, mature content*

One Direction Hates Me by sometimes_epic

Well . . .shit. You have seriously fucked up this time, but you still dont know what to do. The plan did not happen, and now they hate you. Now you have to earn there trust back to survive. Will the plan still happen?? What will happen to you?? What will happen to them?? This is the 3rd book of my 1D series. 1st one is called One Direction Took Me 2nd one is called One Direction Helped Me And now this one. ***Completed*** please enjoy.

IMPULSE [H.S] by kizriz

[BOOK 2 OF PULSE, ONGOING] They made it out, but now they're on the run, caught in a dangerous game with no allies and no clear path forward. Fighting to regain their freedom, they face a growing web of secrets, betrayals, and deceptions that threatens the one thing they thought they would always have: each other. -- "Ever wonder what drives you to act on impulse?" I look up and see him standing behind me. Our gazes lock through the mirror, and a chill runs up my spine. His eyes are dark, filled with a dangerous intensity that makes my heart race. "Every decision you make in the heat of the moment," he says, his voice a seductive whisper, "reveals something deeper." He inches closer, his breath warm against my neck, his fingers grazing my collarbone. His lips curl into a knowing smirk. "So don't fight it, baby. Show me what you really want." -- **WARNING This story contains heavy use of violence, drug abuse, domestic abuse, sexual abuse, suicide, addiction, self harm, torture, and illegal activities. Read at your own discretion. Disclaimer: The characters depicted in this story share names with famous individuals, but they are entirely fictional and do not represent or depict any real-life personalities.

The Last Burden by nashlycam23

"I hate you." Was all I could manage to say, given the fact that I was battling my emotions. I just lost all four of my brothers, and I'm being taken by our most greatest rival. We've been enemies for centuries. Our gangs have never gotten along because we always treat each other with disrespect and steal each other's junk. Not to mention we go into each other's territory and rob what could of been theirs. There's no doubt in my mind I will be treated horribly while I'm in the arms of my enemies. They won't show any mercy and they will be very abusive when needed. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if they beat me up because they were bored. "Well guess what? We hate you too." Harry commented before he slammed the door shut and made his way to the passenger seat. "I'd say get comfortable and enjoy the ride since it's gonna be long. But since you're the f***ing enemy, have fun living in hell for the rest of your life darling. Your life is in my hands now." Harry grinned evilly as I felt my breath hitch in the back of my throat.

crumble | h.s by ulookuglytodaysis

{completed} "I want to go home." I plead. "Do you? Because Lydia, I will take you home myself if that's what you want." He says lowly. I knit my brows together in confusion. He takes another step toward me. "But, don't you remember? There's people out there, Lydia." He steps right up to me and tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear. "People who want to hurt you." he continues. I feel tears well up in my eyes as I let out a sharp exhale. Harry leans down so that his lips are right next to my ear and I tremble in pure terror. "And this time..." I feel him speak against my ear. "I won't be there to save you." he whispers darkly. -- ~crumble ; verb -to break apart into small fragments especially over a period of time due to deterioration. ~ loving him meant risking everything. he was trouble and she knew it... but it was so hard to stay away. Harry Styles is a criminal. He has criminal friends and lives a criminal lifestyle. Lydia White has been a good girl her whole life. A twist of fate causes the two of them to meet. Lydia falls for Harry but soon discovers who he is. Now, he has enemies out to get him...and her.

Breaking Free • TFC 2.0 • l.t. au by storiesinthe-am

✔️ COMPLETE ✔️ Meg's someone who finds her past dark as the pits of hell. Something she's not proud of. Something she regrets. Who knew one thing you love will get vanished at one point and everything else goes along with it? Is the darkness there enough to, let's say... End your life? Summer of 2013, Meg met Louis. She realizes how different they are. Louis' loud and carefree while Meg's been quiet and reserved. He's outgoing while Meg prefers to be alone. But ever since she met him, she finds herself changing even more. She finds herself so close in breaking through her dark past but the devils has gotten in the way. (I wrote this almost 8 years ago. I was roughly 14 years old so some parts might be a bit cringey. I hope you enjoy the overall story anyway!)

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Play with fire. | l.s.

Louis Tomlinson. A normal name of a normal guy. You'd think that, but it's far from the truth. Louis is the leader of the most wanted Gang in the United Kingdom. Whenever people hear the name 'Black Devils' their blood freezes in their veins. They deal with drugs, they kill people, they don't give a shit about the law. Harry Styles is a successful detective. He has a remarkable resume and an amazing arrest count. But there is one person he had never managed to catch. One person he is chasing for two years now. All he knows is his name and that he is the leader of the most dangerous Gang in the UK. He has never seen him nor knows anything about him because Louis Tomlinson is a master of deception. Actually no one knows who that guy is but wherever he appears he leaves death and desolation. It is Harry's job to find him- and to bring him down. Louis narrowly escapes from the police on his latest job. They get closer to him with each time and he has no idea why and how. He needs to do something. To his luck he has an incredible selection of resources, so when he stumbles over the name Harry Styles- better known as the man who is chasing him for a while now- and does a bit of research only to find out that they have the same preferences, he decides to play a game with fire.