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[COMPLETED]


"The only thing I've ever been scared of, Lydia, is losing you." 

-

Lydia and Harry have finally began that 'next chapter' that they've been longing for, working on the realities of parenthood and dealing with loss day by day. 

But it may be harder to put the darkness of their past life behind them than they might think. 

Old demons will come back. Old enemies will rise again. 

And this time, they have everything to lose.

-

This is the third book in the 'crumble' series! Please be sure to read the first two books before you get to this one!All Rights Reserved

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Dangerous(A One Direction Fan Fiction) by XAngelaX11

"Why are you doing this to me?" I asked him. "Because I can and I will." He said moving closer to me. "Why does it have to be like this. We can work something out" I said trying to step away from him. My back hit the wall as he continued walking closer. His face was a few inches away from mine and we both just stood there in silence. "Because...I am dangerous" ~~~~ He was always so used to being listened to. Being one of the leaders in the world's most powerful gang. He knows how to kill, how to hunt his victims and get away with almost anything. He was one of the most beautiful, but dangerous men in the world. He was someone who had the power in his hands to do anything he wanted. Will one decision change his entire life? Will he finally get what he needs instead of what he wants? Keep reading to find out what is the decision that could possibly change his entire life and why. {Will contain sexual content and strong language read at your own risk} Highest ranking so far: #72 in craziness

crumble | h.s by ulookuglytodaysis

{completed} "I want to go home." I plead. "Do you? Because Lydia, I will take you home myself if that's what you want." He says lowly. I knit my brows together in confusion. He takes another step toward me. "But, don't you remember? There's people out there, Lydia." He steps right up to me and tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear. "People who want to hurt you." he continues. I feel tears well up in my eyes as I let out a sharp exhale. Harry leans down so that his lips are right next to my ear and I tremble in pure terror. "And this time..." I feel him speak against my ear. "I won't be there to save you." he whispers darkly. -- ~crumble ; verb -to break apart into small fragments especially over a period of time due to deterioration. ~ loving him meant risking everything. he was trouble and she knew it... but it was so hard to stay away. Harry Styles is a criminal. He has criminal friends and lives a criminal lifestyle. Lydia White has been a good girl her whole life. A twist of fate causes the two of them to meet. Lydia falls for Harry but soon discovers who he is. Now, he has enemies out to get him...and her.

Issues // H.S. // A.U. by Hitterj

18+ / Very Mature "So you've been stalking me?" "Completely." I laugh at his candor and I watch as his eyes light up, "I applaud your honesty." "Why thank you." He responds with mock bashfulness. I pause for a second before I speak again, "I've noticed you too." "Yeah?" He asks with wide eyes and a pleased smile. I'm surprised by his surprise. He comes off as so confident, yet here he is, shocked that I could've been looking at him too. "Yeah." I bite my lip as the urge to touch his beautiful body increases, "But you've always been taken." "I bet none of those girls would feel as good as you." His voice comes out in a low whisper completely catching my insides on fire. "You're right, they don't." I state with no hesitance. There's no doubt in my body that I couldn't pleasure this boy better than any girl he's been with.

The Last Burden by nashlycam23

"I hate you." Was all I could manage to say, given the fact that I was battling my emotions. I just lost all four of my brothers, and I'm being taken by our most greatest rival. We've been enemies for centuries. Our gangs have never gotten along because we always treat each other with disrespect and steal each other's junk. Not to mention we go into each other's territory and rob what could of been theirs. There's no doubt in my mind I will be treated horribly while I'm in the arms of my enemies. They won't show any mercy and they will be very abusive when needed. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if they beat me up because they were bored. "Well guess what? We hate you too." Harry commented before he slammed the door shut and made his way to the passenger seat. "I'd say get comfortable and enjoy the ride since it's gonna be long. But since you're the f***ing enemy, have fun living in hell for the rest of your life darling. Your life is in my hands now." Harry grinned evilly as I felt my breath hitch in the back of my throat.

Red & White by niallfanficsx

"They've figured her out, please, do something to help her...I tried to keep her safe and I failed." He was red; dark and powerful. She was white; pure and graceful. Harry was the most handsome prince ever to rule England. Women threw themselves at him, but he just backed away. He didn't want anyone, much to the Queen's dislike. Harry needed to have a wife. He was twenty-one and at this time, he was already late on the rode to marriage. Not like he cared. Leah was the girl in the corner of every room. She was different and looked over. Being in the lowest-class of society, she was never invited anywhere by anyone. It was just her and truthfully, Leah didn't mind. Nobody knew her name. That is, until one man spots her in a crowd and realizes that she may be his last hope at pleasing his mother. Harry doesn't even have to love her through this all. And what happens when war breaks out after three years? The Prince of England has the power to save this nobody girl. But will he choose to?

Abysmal Adoration |l.s.| by harborharry

Louis and Harry grew up as best friends, their bond is unshakable. When they discover they have feelings for each other and date for two years, their love is undeniable. But when life drives them apart, everything changes. Seven years later, they are strangers bound by a past neither can escape. Louis, hardened by violence, has become a killer, working for the dangerous gang known as the Daggers. His only friend is his fellow gang member, Zayn Malik. Harry, scarred by betrayal, has built a wall around his heart. He learned to be cold and callous by joining the local gang known as the Thorns. He has two close friends: Niall, a fellow gang member and Liam, a veterinarian. When their paths collide again under terrible circumstances, old emotions surface-along with a fresh rage. In a world where love can kill, loyalty can destroy, and redemption is a distant dream, can they find their way back to each other?

Oscillation | [H.S] by KINGAUGUSTD

[COMPLETED] It is well known that the world isn't a nice place. There are too many people and not enough humanity. Emma learns this very quickly when she meets Harry Styles by accident. Especially when he has her entire life in his hands. ______________________________________________________ "Please" I begged. The rough patch of his thumb scraped over my cheek and took the tear. He balanced the droplet on his thumb and looked at it. His eyes moved from the droplet to me and he put his thumb in his mouth. I exhaled sharply and then he said: "Actually, I think I will keep you."

invasato [h.s] by ulookuglytodaysis

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Our Monster //H.S Punk AU #Book 2 by StylesInWonderland

[Book 2 Completed]His past is behind him, but is it really? He thinks he's grounded, leveled with sanity. But he's ever so dead wrong. For a different monster is coming out of the shadows. Not even his beloved can stop the monster from lurking. Friends become foes, people die, family betrays; no one is safe. ©StylesInWonderland WARNING: Mature scenes possibly and curse words and descriptive violence. Updates every Month if possible

Struggle | H.S | AU | by Jiminxmagicshop

"All my life I've been on my own, I use a light to guide me home, but now together we're alone, and there's no other place I'd ever wanna go" Anna is an independent woman that is until she meets Harry. The way he treats her, is against everything she knows and believes but there is no way she can ignore him and eventually, she realizes that she can't live with or without him. Harry is the head of the biggest gang in Oxford and the moment his eyes set on Anna, he knows he wants her, but before this can happen she needs to learn that he is in control even if it hurts her and with an rivalling gang on his heels, things can get ugly very fast. Will he be able to protect Anna even if she doesn't want his protection and will they find each other in this mess or will they get into an even bigger mess?

Play with fire. | l.s. by LoveLou__

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resurrect | h.s by ulookuglytodaysis

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One Direction Hates Me by sometimes_epic

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Do You Know Who You Are? (l.s.) by kpplwk

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