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criminal crumble dark darkharry darkonedirection gangleader gangs harry harrystyles harrystylesfanfiction louis louistomlinson niall niallhoran onedirection texttospeech zayn zaynmalik

[COMPLETED]


"The only thing I've ever been scared of, Lydia, is losing you." 

-

Lydia and Harry have finally began that 'next chapter' that they've been longing for, working on the realities of parenthood and dealing with loss day by day. 

But it may be harder to put the darkness of their past life behind them than they might think. 

Old demons will come back. Old enemies will rise again. 

And this time, they have everything to lose.

-

This is the third book in the 'crumble' series! Please be sure to read the first two books before you get to this one!Alle Rechte vorbehalten

criminal crumble dark darkharry darkonedirection gangleader gangs harry harrystyles harrystylesfanfiction louis louistomlinson niall niallhoran onedirection texttospeech zayn zaynmalik

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One Direction Hates Me

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