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I Don't Want To Be Saved (Rin Okumura x Reader)

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Parts 5
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I'm a shattered vase at the bottom of a hole I dug for myself. I'm a bomb ticking, getting closer and closer to blowing up. I can't lie, I didn't try to stop this but I tried to hide it. I couldn't let anyone know how weak I was. I don't want pity or fake love from people who don't care. Maybe I'm hurting but, that's the way it's supposed to be. I deserve this....






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This story will contain sensitive topics like depression, anxiety, self harm, eating disorders and suicide. If any of these topics are triggering to you then don't read this bookAll Rights Reserved

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