There was a hole in my heart, bigger than any that have carved its way before. I am laying on my floor and the tears won't stop. I plead for help, someone please help. The urge to text him climbs its way on to my fingertips and I clench them around myself. I can barely breathe, God please help me. Flashes of us cloud my mind and I sob louder. I am shaking uncontrollably, l cannot stop myself. My eyes burn, my head is throbbing. Nothing has ever devastated me more. - A while after the break-up. He did not love me anymore.