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The Diary of a Wannabe Angel

VivienMavisRyder

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diary highschool identity

Vivien Ryder isn't the stereotypical book character. She doesn't fit in a book, but she doesn't fit into real life either. She struggles with her identity- how is she to define herself? Is it based on her grades, her friends, or the compliments she receives? How does she know who she is beyond the "be yourself" advice? 
Always home schooled, Vivi wishes she could say she found her comfort in her diary after transitioning to public school in her ninth grade year. But she can't say that because her diary actually got lost somewhere under her bed. Always optimistic, VIvi wishes she could say she was content with the friends she has but again she can't, instead being constantly lonely.  
What follows within these pages are the characters, actions, and places that defined Vivi for so very long...All Rights Reserved

diary highschool identity

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