Chasing my Euphoria
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Ongoing21m
Last published Sat, Feb 22, 2020
It's really hard to find your happiness, to find the one that can make you feel so important. It's really hard to find a person that can make you feel so special, a person who's willing to do anything just to be with you. But how can you find that person, when the world was so cruel, when the world make you feel you are worthless and unwanted.
How could I find someone like Juanito? Deib Lhor? Ace Craige? and Ezekeil?
How can I find my happy ending? When I have no one? How could I live a life like this? Do i really have to chase everything? Anything?
Do I really have to chase my...
Euphoria?
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