AB IMO PECTORE
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MatureOngoing27m
Last published Sat, Apr 18, 2020
"i died along time ago, i'm just carrying around this corpse of life"
Sometimes you just can't trust anyone, you are alone in the world full of lies. Tell them lies when you're at your highest so they can respect you and tell them truths when you're at your lowest so they can be sympathy for you. Being fake is better than showing the real you to the world full of lies.
⚠️ Warning ⚠️
- suicide
- bullying
- self harm
- suicidal thoughts
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