waves || boyf riends [discontinued]

Growing up changes people, and I think it's stupid.

Growing up is stupid because you fall in love, and falling in love is awful. It's the worst. It's useless, and if I've learned anything from my adolescence, love is just there to cause pain. I think it's so stupid that I still wish Michael was mine; it's stupid, wanting to kiss his stupid face every time I see it. Wanting him to be in my future again is so stupid.

You know what else is stupid? Me. I'm stupid.

So it's no surprise that I'm the one who tends to fall in love with the ones who don't love me back-because that's just what stupid people like me do.