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I Understand Now...

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I definitely regret a lot of things.....All of those regrets are mostly Relationship related.
One reason why I wish I never met the people I dated or met 1-2 years ago. 
But, I miss my old relationship.
With my EX.
Of course i'm that guy that finds out what they did wrong and then wanna redo everything.
But even though I don't wanna go back, I still feel things coming back....Old feelings, Old people coming back into my life, Old ways...I wanna change one thing, and that is going back to who I was before.
I was better off that way, being the person that doesn't give a damn, didn't care about relationships, didn't really care if he lost friends.
Cause I won't have to deal with heartbreak anymore....that's what made me who I am, HeartBreak.
I felt alive at that time....but now.....Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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The Old Me..
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