Alone

My name is jasmine and my world is crazy I wish I can just run away from all the pain and lies LAWD if I could have one wish my wish would be to run away into a new life and live better have friends and everything a teenage girl could ever want. My dad passed away he was like hero but my hero was gunned down and killed after my dad died I didn't know what to do with myself it was like my world was crushed and terrorized but of course my mom doesn't give 2 fucks all she wanted was money and a man that can give her dick every night i have to hear her nasty old ass moans like wtf that shit is nasty like ewww foh ! . She found a man name Trey and I swear to god I hate this nigga he's so rude to me and hurt me when my mom isn't around he raped me because I don't respect him enough or call him daddy and ever since that night he's been raping me ever since i was 10. It hurts because my mom doesn't believe her own daughter. I wear this smile to cover up the pain but inside I'm ALONE