When I Was Sane
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Ongoing, First published Sep 16, 2012
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Nineteen year old Eicca Toppnien was already carrying the weight of the world when his sanity was thrown out of the window. He tried to keep it a secret, but he wasn't doing a very good job of that with his bright personality shattering to the center of the earth. When his parents give him the news that he's going to be attending a mental institute, the little amount of his life he had was quickly and instantly taken away. But while being at the institute, he finds more than he bargained for and he can't decide if it's good or bad.
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