I am not going anywhere
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Last published Wed, Apr 1, 2020
Have you ever been so afraid of something, to the point where it scares you to even acknowledge this fear.
I have, and I struggle with it on a daily basis.
However, how would you react if someone tagged along to help sort through that whole process. Although it isn't easy..
Would you be able to finally open up emotionally and face this fear?
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