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Mary Bee

Stiches_the_clown

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Parts 11
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Reads 368
Votes 57
Parts 11
Time 39m

Stiches_the_clown

Mature

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When petals fall off a rose so does the tears of a small child that watches the beautiful flower die. When it is someone's birthday, people celebrate them with love and gifts. When a baby is born into a family, they are celebrated, held, hugged, and loved. But that's all lies. 
Not every petal on a rose is cherished. 
Not every birthday is celebrated. 
Not every baby is loved. 
People sometimes have to dip their toes into reality like it's the lake they are sitting by. People will live a life in the rose field, or they will live a life constantly trying to escape that so very dark maze. Monsters chase you in that maze, and you never know when they are coming. 
In the rose field, you sit with the people who truly do love and care about you. Those people hold your hand and hug you, they love you.
Poor Mary Bee, she never got to visit the rose field. She has always been in the maze, followed by the monsters. The one she feared but loved the most, was a certain pink skinned one. 
Mary Bee, a physical abuse survivor, a mental abuse survivor, but not a survivor. 

Water is quite interesting, isn't it?

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depression marybee original triggerwarning

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Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

Altered by LuellaOpal

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