Tormented soul
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Last published Mon, Jun 1, 2015
I get put down my heart feels like it's going to beak. At school, here, no one likes me. I'm forever alone. Should I listen to them and just die or keep a living a life of torment?
Warning: this book may be confronting for it has bullying, violence, swearing and sex/rape
A/N please don't hate me but this book will mess with your emotions. It will have all the feels
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