building trust
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Last published Tue, Oct 27, 2020
welcome to the story
this is a tododeku story and if you dont like that ship then why are you here?
anyway, this is an au without quirks but most of the charecters have the same personalinty as in the anime.
izuku midorya also known as deku is a 18-year-old college student with very bad mental problems and deals with bullying and suicide thoughts. he's been faking emotions since he was 7 and it's been getting worse since then. but unfortunately, no one seems to notice which isnt helping in anyway shape or form. Until a bi colored haired boy who is also suffering from depression and knows the signs realizes that izuku is hurting but isnt sure how to help him. he soon realizes tht he has feelings for izu. lzu later gets into a fight with his anger issued childhood friend (you all know who that is) and thanks to that izuku now has to stay around a mentor which happens to be todoroki. how will the bi colored hair react to this and can he help izuku?
this story contains *suicidal thoughts and actions* *bullying* *self-harm* *gay stuff* and *cursing* if you are sensitive to any of these topics i suggest that you dont read this fan fiction (i dont own any of the charecters in this story they all belong to the rightful owner)
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