Help me love again

Why can't you love me? I've been there for you when you needed me the most. You got me fucked up how the fuck can you go out and cheat on me? Do you know how bad my heart hurts how could you do this to me at this point in my life I just lost MY CHILD!!! OUR CHILD!!!. You know what fuck you and everything we have because it's over.

How could he do this to me after all I have done for him I'm to nice and I was being naive I should've knew that the bitch of an assistant he have was a whore. OMFG!!! I don't know if I can trust any man at this point fuck everyone and they mama and fuck love too. I'm finna turn in to heartless piece of shit i have two kids i need to worry about I know they need their daddy but we have to figure some shit out because I'm done with his ass I put that on my nana I'm not settling for less my kids and I will be moving on with our lives and he can stay with his skinny white ass assistant. And what hurts me the most he did that shit right after I found out I had lost my baby. FUCK LOVE!!!