Library Of Conciousness
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Last published Sat, Oct 3, 2020
When I'm lost in my head where my thoughts are a circus and Danny Devito is the Ring Master, normally in the early hours of the morning, anxiety starts to weigh down on me. I've found it helps me to write down the thoughts I'm having, and get them out where they can be seen more clearly.
So, come on in, the popcorn fresh, the clowns the best, the acrobats from Ukraine.
Go ahead and take a peek into my private showing of my Library of Consciousness (the second scariest show on earth).
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